A letter from September 10th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, So, this letter will come to you and it will be 5 years from now... You'll be in college, by then and almost ready to experience the adult world. Long gone are the days where money had meant nothing and you'll be thinking a lot more about the future than I currently am. Those, I am confident. But whether you are happy with yourself then, it is really up to me. I am feeling that I am on the right track so if there is promise I should make to you, its that I will try my best to not stray from it. Hopefully you will read this realizing you are my ideal me, that you have accomplished a lot and achieved being able to change yourself, though however challenging is the first step for creating change. I hope you are better and more confident in your math skills and can find more enjoyment from reading rather than the instant-gratification kinds of things (As you know about the dark rabbit hole). If you have fell, look at this as a way to see where did you go wrong and stray from your track. Why did you mess up, and try once more. I cannot imagine how you would be an alcoholic or drug addict as I would not want to be one. However, DON'T GIVE UP HOPE! Spend 40 years sharpening your one blade. Now you have 30 at the least if you get back up now. It's hard, but it's possible. Curious, how do you think the quarantine has affected you? Answer that question for me, but I already have a good idea. I realize this letter is more a place I am throwing my wish for to the future rather than a letter for it but I figured you would enjoy this. At least far longer than I spend on it, and if only for a second, you felt something different, it was worth it. Effort is something always worth spending. Time and money depends, but effort - what is some wasted effort? Right now, I can spit out ideals, but hopefully, you are the person who can live with them in your heart. Ps- I know you would appreciate stuff about my current personal life since its interesting: qfwpgj (hopefully you've been getting better), I hope I improve at math in time, I need to be better at time management (as you know, currently working on it), shoot gtg to math 1st period - bye!