A letter from September 10th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, You are going through such a ****** tough time right now, you will get over him and find happiness. Your baby will grow up to be such a brilliant wonderful little person and I know you’ll be doing everything in your power to make that happen. I hope by now your depression , anxiety and all the rest of it is under control and I hope your a better person. I hope you’ve found new friends who care about you and want you in their life. I hope your not as sensitive anymore and you’ve stopped letting people’s words get to you. I hope you managed to stick your career path out and make something of yourself regardless of how hard it’s been. I hope the PTSD has calmed down and you can sleep better at night. Things are ******* awful right now and I pray to god life gets better. I hope you’ve managed to get contact with your little sister as she’s just went Back into foster care and I hope she’s grown to be an amazing little girl despite what we’ve both been through. I hope mums came off the drugs and steps up to be a good parent for once. Please make sure your still visiting dads grave and please make more time for gran and grandad. I don’t know if they’ll still be here by the time you receive this email but I hope you did everything you can to make sure they’re okay and comfortable. Things will get better. I hope things are better now. Please stay happy. Please pull yourself together and please do something with your life.