A letter from September 10th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, So, this is my english assignment, so I'm supposed to write how I think things will be in the future. When I read this again I'll probably feel melancholic and disappointed with myself, but whatever. So... In five years I'll be 19, so I'll probably be in college, but I have no idea of what I want to study. My options right now are writer, designer, something to do with drawing, maybe a teacher or something like that. Also maye related to science, but I have no idea. I wonder if I'll be laughing now, reading this again, and think of how naive I was. Also... Do you have figured out your *********? Am I really asexual or is it something else? I'm having problems with this right now, so I hope that by the time I read this again I have it all clear. If not, it's ok. Anyways... So, I don't have any goals now, I'm just trying to finish school with good grades. Maybe helping Jay can be a goal, helping them to come out to their parents and stuff like that. I also hope that they find a better live in the future, so in about five years I hope that I have helped them all that I can. Things to stop, continue and start doing. Probably I should try to stop procrastinating, but let's face it, I probably wont, it's almost impossible. I want to continue drawing, which is more possible, and I hope that in the future Thomas sanders continues to post videos. In case you don't remember, Thomas Sanders is the creator of Sanders Sides, from youtube, and right now I'm kind of obsessed with it, and I hope that never changes. I should also start studying correctly now, 'cause I'll be in college by the time I read this again, but that is also not very real. But anyway, now that I've read this again, I hope I start doing stuff better, to make me proud. For the part of giving advice, I can only say that you should study and be happy and stuff. Also, remember coronavirus? Is that still a thing? I hope it isn't, even if it's a great excuse for lots of stuff. I think that's it...So, goodbye? See you later? I don't know... Anyway, from your past self, Paula.