A letter from September 6th, 2020

Dear Future ***** Today I realised I failed as a 16 year old my passion has always been to become a doctor and be successful but I realised that isn’t possible I am meant to be sitting my exams to get to university in a years time and I already knwo I won’t get in school has taken a big mental toll on me I can’t do it I would be lucky if I was even able to be a nurse my parents are part of my discouragement in me feeling like a failure the constant nagging and telling me I probably won’t get in has made me believe that I won’t so if you are a doctor right now I am so proud of you but you probably aren’t don’t worry you have your kids to encourage but don’t push them like your parents did be the parent you wanted your mum and dad to be don’t be toxic because you don’t want them in the same position as me feeling like **** and crying in their room over their future....