A letter from September 6th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hey there! How are you doing? Is Covid 19 still out there in your time? We have a vaccine now, yey! And I hope that you are doing fine there you know because 2020 is the worst, I hope there is a hope in 2021, I hope that after all this madness that happens this year will be replaced by hopes and happiness. You wanna what happened this year? First thing, January 2020, Australia had the massive fire thingy that happened to **** so so much animals, so sad. Then there's Corona Virus, its started in China near December 2019 I think and it started spreading in the whole world first thing in 2020. March, the Philippines Government said that Covid 19 is officially here in the Philippines, so the classes ended there. And sooner on the WHO offucially stated that there is a global pandemic happening now. Kobe Bryant together with his daughter and staffs dued causes by a helicopter crash. A police man in USA ****** a black American that provokes people to rally "BLACK LIVES MATTER". Its the worst and I am not really looking forward of what will happened next, I knew you knew. Enough with this, I have so many things to tell youuu. I changed :) I am truly happy and grateful for the things that have come and happened to me this quarantine. There are so many things that I learned and realized. And you know what? I successfully get rid of my social medias in 1 month and that impact the hell out of me. I am no longer interested on whats happening in social media rather than before bruhhhh, I was addicted to social media but now? nope. And you know? Im exploring, Im finding more talents, Im finding more joy. Im so happy that I was able to cure myself, not totally cure but I'm on my way there! hopefully. But now, I am focusing on how to love myself and my body at its highest. I used to think, why there are no boys chatting me? texting me? while my friends have tins and I have none? I started to overthink this past 2 years. But I realized, maybe God has a reason, maybe He thinks that I should learn how to love myself first, and that's what I am doing right now. Someday, someday he will appear, I dont know when, I dont know how. But first, lemme love myself first ;) Thank you Lord. This have to come to an end my dear self, see ya! ps,. expect more of thissssss emails but in different time, maybe idk pss,. pls be grateful for what you have right know psss,. Kamustahin mo ko kila mama at papa dyan ha? pati na rin kay Gwen at Kuya, sila pa ba ni Ate Estep dyan? sana oo huhu love, your dear self