A letter from September 3rd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I am sitting in the math class year 12 currenty 2.51pm. I am preparing for calcus external. Choose this because of requirement at Admore arport or pilot traning. To be honest to my self, I am close to the aeroplanes but still dont know if I choose that job or not because of crona virus. Today, I find out that theres system in school whch trcord your behaviour in class. I had to get approved by DR.k for pysics because of my behaviour was red. I know I will find so many error in 2025 maybe laugh but surely wait for this letter to arrive. DONT FORGET I THOUGHT I WAS TURNING *** IN 2020 Bhahaha! But I am not. I didnt which position i am going to be in . This is good you haha. Although I have done so much of that stuff code SAAB "Re" you knoe 'Wa" code is "kn". This is the code of something that i have done so wrong. LEts see if i can remember this! HAd a crush on alice(code- aprill__) for so long but I feel like I want to give up but cant get away with my emotions eventhough she changed her school. I dont want to or I didnt do it because of different race. "TA"ALSO, people say never say that shes too good for me! But its a fact. Beatiful like heaven, her smile calm my mind and ohh la la her style is different. I didnt purpose her because I am certain sure that I will get rejected. But, there was a reson, I liked her that was my choice, but i dont want to force her to like me because she has choice too."VN" I want her to love naturally. It might not make sense in 2020. Maybe my girlfriend will read this get jelaous bruh relax its just a letter. Who know I will be still single. I writiing this in the classroom and felling scared of someone randomly coming behind and reading this. Its 3.11pm same date. Right Now dad works llot and mum doesnt jut taking care of that shop. Some question that I want to ask myelf In 2025. Am I doing alright? think about still playing smartly act dumb play it smartly, AM I taking drug ? 100 percent sure I am not. AM I STILL SHY TO SPEAK ASSEMBLY OR INFRONT OF GROUP ESPECAILY BECAUSE OF MY ENGLISH? IDK if that will change. I am also thinking IF make this letter private or public. Do i still get those dreams where I am the boss like in the movies. GOSH cant wait to see my reaction. "RI" Is your addiction gone ??????? you know what I am talking about. I have wrote my name in this letter lets see if I can remember.