A letter from August 31st, 2020

dear future liora, i hope you get this. my life was horrible until my bas mitvah which pretty much turned stuff around i wanted to **** myself i had no friends and i was being bullied and then my bat mitzvah ha;pened and i dont know what happened i chose what i wanted to do when im older i spoke to my cousins and im starting to save up for a car even tho im only twelve. i never thought my life would be saved by my little brother hillel as you know i tried to **** myself twice the first time i just couldnt do that to my family but the second i really tried and hillel walks in and said to me "liora why are you sad i love you" and he gave me a hug and kept licking his lollipop not knowing that he just saved my life keep thanking him and always be nice to him. i hope your happy and you know that you matter even if life gets hard always be nice to your siblings and be thnkful for every breath you tak its a miracle. i love you if this letter doesnt make sense read it like a twelve year old