A letter from August 30th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Now, it is august 30 and by the time september 3,2020, my batchmates will start their education again. They will continue but, I will not enroll. Now, the reason is not because I don't like learning online only. I have a boyfriend now, I planned my life to enjoy it with him. I mean , this is the first time , someone treated me so good. I mean, he is treating me so good yet sometimes i feel like it is not enough or i am not just used to it because the challenge is it is LDR. It is not easy to handle LDR instantly. I will stopped my college, so that I would still go back to Baguio and regain my life that I started there. I want to walk in session and feel like I am still there to study. I dont want to risk my future by just paying, and I am not learning anything. This will be very long! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA ****! This covid really messed a lot of things. A lot of things aroused in this area. Pero to be honest , i found myself more in this period. One time , I asked my mom, like, my life now is way better than before. If we are still having the same social status like before, maybe quarantine will really stressful, depressing and painful. ANYWAY, i hope this time you are more of a happy person, I hope you are happily inlove with someone who can handle your craziness. I hope you finally found that person, Anyway, I will always be a follower of Of whiel you are still living. This letter will arrive after 5 years right, I ghope in that time , you are already a" FLIGHT ATTENDANT" . You have always dreamed to be this kind of person. Yo want to travel, you want to do something that you want while enjoying the career path you have chosen. I am just so happy na in your 20's ma runong ka na mag trabaho. Salamat, sa pagiging malakas. Sa pagging magaling mag handle ng problema, you will always have positive place in your heart basta isurrender mo lahat kay God. Sana in 5 year, you are 24, tapos , nakarating ka na sa mga lugar na gsuto mo lbg puntahan noon ganun. ansya , sana mrating mo lahat ng mga pangarap mo. Sana healed ka na, hindi ko man nakikita ang sarili ko na kakasal, HAHAHAHA dagil yung bf ko ngayon is a muslim, and balak daw sya ipakasal sa pinsan nya. Oo na , it is unusual for me. Pero okay, kung yun man tadhana nya, madali lang naman syang isako at itanan. Joke lang. Respeto pa rin sa pamilya nya. Mahal ko sya dnhappy ako na pinakilala sya saakin ni go. Pero kung, duamtng man ang araw na un at hindi ako yung, para sakanya, Okay lang. Basta ayoko maging second wife hehehe or may other wife. Sana rin makabawi ako sa parents ko. Na in this time, na ipunta ko na sila sa mga lugar na gusto mnila. Sana ati kuya ko makapag asawa na. Ansaya ko rin na mas nag focus ko sa dreams ko kaysa sa pag gawa ng bata. Yung mga kaedad ko , ang agang nag kanpamilya. Okay na muna yung harot harot. Mahalaga, nag gogrow tayo physically and mentally not physically bata inside. Are you still a virgin in 5 years time? AHHAHHAHAHAHAHA Just kidding so anyway baby, go and live for you life. Beautiful life in the future. Sana di matapos 2020 ng may covid pa.