A letter from August 29th, 2020

Dear 24 yo me, Hey there! Idk if you remember what you've going through this couple of months in 2020, but **** it's been ****** and still quite going lmao. Well you're 24 now, hope you already live on your own and keep a safe distant from our family :) you suppose to graduate 2 years ago I think, and job, you need that to live on your own. Cats hope they're doing great, still alive and you are the one who feed them with your own money. Well if you read this that means you're still alive, hopefully in better condition than when I wrote this letter. And also means you still use this email, please still do this gonna be me, your younger self ranting about everything you probably still ranting about hehe. You know what, you wish you were dead before and now it's just getting worse. But yeah we're not gonna do it, just happily (well not really for now) waiting for our turn. We have 3 new kittens on 5th August yeayyyy. Family suck, you know how they are. We're only stick this long with them because ofc we need money to live and we can't make any rn. When you read this, please be in a condition where we don't depend on them just to not die. If you dead already that'll be good to, you ain't gonna read this and all misery must be gone (if we're in heaven :]). One Direction still on hiatus, we're clowning real hard this year. Oh my god, life is so weird and nothing at the same time. We kinda wish we sell our soul, I mean it'll be better to crazy happy for a few moments instead of this awful life. Still wishing this? Hopefully not. You know what to do, pay them everything and stay from a safe distant so no one will get hurt. We're tired aren't we? Idk what to do or say if you're feeling this kind of tired when you read this. You need to be HAPPY. Oh to be happy and loved. This human must've been blessed, if we finally get this two things then congratulation life isn't that bad anymore. Or to be dead in a very young age, used to see it as tragedy but now we see it as a truly blessing, the best thing that could ever happen to someone. Okay, you probably remember wth is going on at the time I'm writing this rant so have a great day myself. May this letter bring you joy? As if that an option.