A letter from August 28th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, So i just wrote a whole book and my dumbass computer just glitched and erased everything.i'm sure you have got my last letter a few months ago, alot has changed since then. Lindsey and i arent friends anymore, which kinda is sad, alot of people saw how some things were toxic and granted yes it was but with lindsey i could be my full self, she picked me and i picked her. i dont have that anymore Emily has rylie aydan has kijana and joey has zoey, but if thats how its suppose to be then im okay with that. Do me a favor though call all of those guys and catch up and have a reunion, they meant/means a lot to us so please call them. Kijana says her and i are gonna grow apart, i hope doesn't happen i love her like my own blood. i hope aydan and i are still best friends, which reminds me did y'all move into together senior year holy **** if y'all did im sure that was a blast but probably got annoying sometimes lol. God i cant imagine aydan not being in my life out of everybody call him first. I realized that probably no one is gonna come with me to Oregon which thats okay i can make a new life and friends but the friends i have now will be nothing like i have friends then. im sure your thinking " okay maybe" no not maybe its true Zoey,Joey,emily,aydan,rylie,dusty they were your family dont ever forget that. I hope we have good *** friends in 5 years. i want friends for a life time where are kids play with each other and i or my husband can still sleep over at each others houses lol. Also 21 is coming!!!!!!!!!!! HELL yeah the night you celabrate dont worry about anything but having fun. live in the ******* moment and dont forget that ever. i wonder if you and zeth ever got together lol who knows. right now i like being me and just doing me you know. i hope but the time your reading this you have found the love of your life. Alli from 5 years later i hope your a bad *** teacher,therapist or an emt whatever we decide i know i,you,us will be good at it. from Alli 5 years ago