A letter from August 27th, 2020

Dear Universe, I just want to say how much im grateful for everything you gave me, this beautiful new life. I'm so ready for everything you're going to give me, ans I'm grateful. I'm so happy that I'm living this life, as new as i know it, this wonderful country that i decided to move in, Canada. Everything in this whole country and in my city it just amazes me, the joy of the people, the landscape that it's covered in snow every winter, the coldness around giving me chills it's just amazing. Every time that i walk in the city, with my boyfriend, holding hands it's just magical, I have everything that i ever wanted. It's wonderful how he loves me so much and takes me to his favorite places on the city, to drink some coffee or eat something like a fancy dinner, or just drink something with our friends in the city. My favorite station in Canada it's always winter, the snow falling on the mornings feels like a totally dream and we love it. I wake up, watching outside the window and looking how the snow covers the ceilings and the streets, the mountains and the trees, the cars and the flowers. We love Canada, we have a lot to do with my friends and my boyfriend. I feel so happy to wake up every day with the best company i ever wanted, my boyfriend. He's so understanding with myself, he's caring, he's funny, he's always here to cheer me up when i feel down, he wipes my tears and tells me that everything it's going to be okay. I love him, everything that he does for me, bringing me food, stuffed animals or flowers. My boyfriend it's just beautiful, everything about him just surprises me. His face, his body, his voice and personality. He has an amazing accent, he also knows france, as every Canadian does. Sometimes we teach each other our languages, i tell him some stuff and spanish and him tells me stuff on france, it's so fun. We love to being together or with our friends! We have a lot of friends on the city, they're very nice with us. They are always here for us, we go shopping, to the movies or we even take a holiday! Same with my boyfriend, we like to spend so much time together, like going to the movies, to the beach, and taking holidays and vacations around the world, like Europe, we love Italy, Spain, or another countries like Japan, Australia, Mexico, and Disney! We love going around the world. Spending time with him makes me happy, he tells me that i look like a silly teenager when we kiss, I'm just so in love with him and i know that he will never hurt me. I know how to speak france now! It's not the best yet, but thanks for my boyfriend I'm getting there :). As for me, a lot changed. I am a totally new person. I am more confident about myself, i love my body and everything from me, i love who i became. My English it's totally fluid right now, i sometimes forget how to speak in spanish, even when I'm calling my parents or sister i forget what to say! My family also tells me that they love my boyfriend, that he's such a nice guy. My family sometimes come here to visit us, it's amazing how they accept me for how i am. I also am very happy and less shy as i used to be, i speak when i have to and even when i want to! I feel more comfortable around my friends and i totally act for who really am. I love my muscular body that i work on it almost every day with my boyfriend when we go to the gym together. It's way better as i wanted to be, I'm so happy for what my body is now. I have a big glow up since September, 2020. That's when I started, i started to be another person, and now I'm a very confident person, happy, proud of who i am, with a lot of self-love. And people even told me that i changed and i look better! Which sounds great. I am happy to say that i feel beautiful and i love myself, I'm always taking photos of myself, i have more self love. I like to dye my hair, it's so fun. I have a new style of clothes, it's way better than the stuff i used to wear, it fits me more into my personality. About my myopia, it's getting better. I will get a eye surgery soon, and be able to see without my glasses. About my glasses i like to change them every day to have another style. With my boyfriend we have a beautiful house, we used to live in an amazing apartment in the city, but having a house it's something new that we love. We have a big yard, a cool car, a pool and everything that we always wanted. Our house it's what we would call medium, it's kinda big but it's enough for us. It's perfect for us, with a lot of decorations and a beautiful style. We live in a beautiful neighborhood, with a lot of lovely neighbours. Our house it's very amazing as in the inside and outside. It has a lot of flowers, colors, nature, lights, and a lot of cute stuff. We also have pets! He loves dogs and i love my cats. It makes me so happy that we have great jobs that we can afford the things we want, or the places we want to go. My boyfriend and i like to experiment with each other ********, we like to explore new stuff like kinks, positions and toys, i feel totally comfortable with him while we have ***. I used to be scared when i was younger about this, but now i love it. I love to have intimacy with him and feel a tension on every place we go, sometimes he's very kinky. I love how he's carefully about this, or sometimes he's such a beast, it's so fun. I'm very grateful for everything i have, i feel more happy with everything that i got. This is all thanks to you, Universe. Thank you.