A letter from August 26th, 2020

Peaceful right?

Dear Future Me, HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIMP! WE'RE 19!! Ｏ(≧∇≦)Ｏ How are you? How are things rn? Hopefully not as bad as 2020 lol. Sorry if this is awkward I just have so many things I want to say but I suddenly can't remember anything. Hopefully were done with highschool or at least close to being done. Have you done anything adults like yet? Do you have your license, an apartment? HAVE YOU GONE ON THE ONE DAY SUNSET TRIP YET???! IF NOT THEN here's a reminder. I'm sure you might be stressed but if you aren't, then go still cuz I want to go. ಥ⌣ಥ Have you gotten a tattoo yet? If you did, which kind? Haikyuu? Bnha? Voltron? How about any piercings? Have you shaved your head? If not its fine take your time. I know we might not have the same interests anymore but if we do, then nice. Talking about interests... HAIKYUU!!! Is it over yet?ಥ_ಥ If not then oki but if it is then did you cry? Don't lie did you? Its ok if you did. I know how much the helped us do its ok if you miss them. They may have finished telling their story but you are just starting yours. Keep going for them. And for me. Are you still drawing? If so then nice! At least you can now draw our characters in all their glory. I'm sure I already know. The answer but you aren't animating or into any animation are you? I don't know, maybe we grew to have the patience of a saint .( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) (sugar~) Ok, now I get serious. We made it to 19. We're alive. We're breathing. I know that you'll accomplish something much in life and prove to everyone that you are strong. You didn't give up. You continued fighting for all these years and you'll continue fighting until you can't breath. I'm so so so SO proud of you. You are so strong, smart, and most of all, you're beautiful. I don't know if you've been told this lately or at all but I love you. Keep going. Keep fighting. Love a good life so when you look back you don't regret anything. Like I said earlier, your story is just beginning. You're at the starting line, ready to take off. Ready to start fresh and leave this **** hole behind. Again. I'm so proud of you. Thank you for staying strong even when life sucks ***. Its going to get harder, we know this but that's not going to stop us. Thank you. For continuing or journey. Love, Emily. -8/26/2020 PS.. The letter on top of the shelf and the voice audio in our phone. Don't forget, I've wanted to read the letter for a while now but I'm leaving it for you. Love you.❤<(｀^´)>

Epilogue

about 2 years later

Hello love,

It's been five years since you wrote to me and I love you so much. I wish I'd have made you proud by now but you know how...

Ear we. Nolg htsign uhtgoht nda efel i i that henadpep a ddi og rfo ohw llwi lhewi me i ew stnai woud,l tyeh ttah whsi daem tind'd ncdieosis reenv tnsihg. .
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Doog that gnthi a eht lfee eew'r srpnoe, nhagedc emtiemsos saem at'hts eikl nhiagnyt i ahtsn' mcf,uhi. Nmay neht hgst,ni i tghnsi nceis tbu ive' eefl eht os same tills drnelae. It's oinnaygn so amlo. Hatt ehva to gidnnatu o'tdn adn stoiseemm a listl olga hcase crtceeon ew lefse. Woh em twih efle rsegelrasd si lstli ellnoy i of. So eenb i anmy don't durnoa ienc rklaa ees n'tac att'sh fi der,nifs i tkcsu have her veen. .
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I etm ihgn,atyn sonemoe fi. Oh argb onwk me ubt ohrrteb idd eh tmeh of uyo alyread. Mcuh to ta os all who hes' adn i seh' ot'dn vene i lfee no'dt s,o nwko neoc wnok,. Yngh,itna hs'e kmigna rtuufe fi ofr me efel my fheoupl. Mola nosdus siht sapyp lla. Orb its flfuy. Fmro oen ,esy het oen ieecp. Mloa. E'hs it i won that rsga!bimsrena it, os sleef ypte b!s!hah!.
!!!!mih i but oevl ffuyl ddi rodl thrnvyeige vloe i kuayiuh me ni iaendv tlils. Stegtnan os ti nets esh so iotn rof nda lgad em mnay m'i. Kiel aedh mghti noe, ti orf suogirile ltfe ym tpecxe !opp eht.
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I meos was ftel rtwoe kile me lesertt geairdrne dna to ouy nwy,asya lringpey. I lvoe uyo. So os rdea much my. I too fyflu vleo. Oalm. Rofm my heda mhcu os lvongi rthig tsruh now.
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Ned, cyr i fstfu cldoetcle meso aehv adn ddi idd i auuykih. On eskd atth ehva my ertih now nrcore. Dhwacet atsl yr,ea osal was i c,tnoifi anmcei moive epka isftr ekpa ti het. Cdrei i. Lamo. I nieam oals, o,wnk as cepei one teh uyo pu to ettsdar gaucth and. 'tis saol peak. Nhnigtya omre htna eels so. Eefl evthan' as a d meuonrd ew ehcrartca ekli noe er,dic rgapsot i mseiss adn hcmu as. Eac. Ldro ont ltlis m'i rove ttha.
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Me tominen ouy loam nlorvto and niadk rcy bnah adme egnsei. Gnemtioinn edmvo gaint ot i r'heyte eeicp sitrestne is ev'i eno as adn atht gnlo as teh eekp noge. Up no ltisl btu wkgnroi to teh 'mi chtuag ont ti amagn.
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Anth a,t otn wsa vlele arpep 'mi i no heliw !ardw i oiacnlpm hetn os cna eretbt i ym tge twih ta nuohge to teh dot'n o,yu acbk and i lklis wish shgtouht. 'im zayl just so atht to ls,lki avhe hstta' i rof rwok eht. . .
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Ottsota ewn girpniecs eyt on ro. Aihr hte eluohsrd i awy ergnlo thgim cut oson is ym aedbsl retwo icnse ym dya oyu so i,hts gahceinr ti. Tihrg i onw duenr ot ened yed re ti's mola too oanegr ahtt dnow dna ydde.
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Now vere eyvre lansi oot gencha etehyv' if ee!nb sroolc ym dan so htem ntah taningyh, i elgnor fnote rea atnip. Ndah of dna neos on s'tath ltfe ikdn gyninaon wya rhigt my rlnoge sone are thna ym tbu heavewrt eht. .
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I ned ohw od ihts. . . . Uyo nad fro i hntak it tetre!l ader thta eht. Lla stne uftrue ouy and het eons. Eosm ubt you teevawrh imet i udclo ni i snde hswi kabc.
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I ouy vloe. Hmuc yuo rdae i eovl my so. Ist cumh itpsdu tuoab osssoossossoooos hktni to. .
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Erac efsloyru e,m fo teak for.
Yemli 280-542-.

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