A letter from August 26th, 2020

dear future me, did we make it? are we still here? if we did make it, how's it going? did we find someone we love? is it a boy or a girl? or maybe a non-binary person? if we do have someone we love, then i, past me, wish future me and their lover the very, very, very, best in their relationship! how's our relationship with mother and father? is it alright? i hope it is. do they still hit us? did we come out of the closet about our *********? if we did, how did they react? do they hate us after coming out or do they still love us either way? does the whole family know about our ********* or not? i wonder if you're crying. are you crying? i hope not. if you are, please stop crying. i don't want the future me crying. would it be weird if you stop crying just because the past you said too? hehe. oH! how's our siblings doing? do they have lovers as well? is our relationship with "tiny child" any better or not? are we still really, really best friends with "mija"? is "bunny boy" a good boy now? well, i'm going to end this email here! i'll send you another one tomorrow! so, until tomorrow! byee! love you! also happy birthday to us! wish you well! and give our lover a kiss for me if we have one! ♡♡ and, you know **** well that i lied about my birth year just to send you this letter because i love us. so you better cherish this letter with all your heart future me!