A letter from August 25th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, life today is crazy! we have a pandemic we are living in. we have a racist time period and so much more occurring that it's crazy. i think all lives matter in this situation but lets not talk about that. lets talk about your future. in 5 years from now when you read this i hope your jumping for joy and you have a home of your own with Andy and that Logan is about 5 years old or almost there. i hope he likes school. i hope the pandemic is away by then. i hope you start to do some college classes online for a little bit probably be close to finishing college or maybe you didn't do college at all and that's cool too. i hope you have a good job and that your married to Andy and that life is just amazing and who knows maybe you'll be having another little one on the way. you probably are a hard working loving wife and mother and that's something to be proud of. you came a long way. all the way from hell and back honestly. from the hell in middle and high school. yeah your strong by now. right now i'm currently laying in the bed and living in the home of Andy's mom and step dad's house. only having to do 2 classes and then BAM your graduating early in January. you did that. nobody else but you. i hope that if you have any troubles with Andy or with money that you seek to God for everything because he's got you. he is there for you and he is gonna take care of you and your family. i hope that you do learn to stick to God and do what God has planned for you because it will make life so much easier for you. you'll avoid a lot of pain a trouble if you stick with God and you have a good communication system working out for you. just know i love you and so does your friends and family. i hope your still friends with bre and zoe. they are some good ones to have. i also hope you have a little golden retriever puppy named lola as well lol. just know whenever you feel like you need to give up to always look to God and always remind yourself you got this and that life will be an amazing adventure that you can't wait to explore. also this is your second day of senior year and your doing school from home and your about to be 18 in a few weeks. also i hope you have your license by now lol and i hope you can drive good lol. Sincerely, PastMe