A letter from August 24th, 2020

Hey you, How have you been? Well the text is from you just 6 years ago. So here at terrace and thinking about so many things. I decided to permanently delete my Facebook and Instagram account 2days ago. I made a post on college group about farewell. Got pretty much good response from everyone. I believe I have made good impression on people in these four years. Sure there were criticism that I do things like such to get attention from people. But most of them thought it was really nice of me. And you know right? You just really want people to smile because of you not that you need all those attentions. I am proud of you. I deleted all my social accounts because they are all distracting, makes me anxious, sometimes people overwhelm and sometimes noone cares that you are alone. I just want to feel good the way it is and not caring what people wear where people go and all. I want to find my inner peace. I just want to naturally live the memories not just to post on social medias. Sure I am gonna miss so much of it. But I guess I will learn to explore more for myself, do something productive, get back on duo for Spanish, complete learning morse code, react and also start writing applications for college because I am graduating in just few months from now. At this moment while you are reading this, you already know how things turned out for us. I just hope things went nice and I hope you're yet not back on social sites. Even if you feel like just remember you have to first grow up. And you have so much to do. Don't just ever give up. Lots of love maya ❤