A letter from August 24th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, HAPPY BIRTHDAY B AYEE UR 20 ur so old :( how was ur day omg what did u do??? idrk what to say bc this is weird but whatevs ok im making a list of things to go through - friends - ur fav things - what u look like - where i hope i am in 5 years - da deep stuff ok right now its 11:37pm august 23 2020 on sunday ur supposed to go to sleep bc its a school night but ur listening to justin beibers christmas album and doing this instead LOL ok first topic: ur friends. by the time ur reading this youll have graduated high school and u should be a sophomore in college or a freshman? sophmore i think. are u still friends with emily and erika? theyve been ur friends for as long as i can remember. idk why im explaining this bc even if ur not still friends w them u would never forget them bc uve been friends for that long. are you still friends with gmb tho? (vanessa, ofeer, natalie, bailey, & jenna) why would u lie to them? its like a constant weight on my shpulders when we talk to them and i wish u couldve been honest in the first place but its far too long in our friendsship to tell them the truth bc theyll hate us if we do. did u tell them? if so what happened?? pls reach out to them if u stopped talking to them, they were ur bffs for awhile. what abt ur xbox friends? (BEETK1NG, Ezmoney, TastefulColt907) if u stopped talking to them PLZZZZ reach out to them beet aka diego is 16 or 17, ez aka eric is 17, and tasteful aka allen would be 13 right now. just try to reach out the them and tell them ur guavageek (or just guav) and if they dont remember tell beet and ez ur the girl that send *** pics and tell tasteful ur the girl that played roblox minecraft and fortnite with him they should remember. if they dont remember just let it go, dont stress over it. people move on its life!! ok now onto ur fav things. right now ur fav things are song - mood swings by pop smoke artist - ariana grande movie - princess and the frog and titanic seaons - fall and winter shows - stranger things the office and my hero academia game - fortnite subject in school - science thats all i can think of LMFAO right now u have short dark brown hair thats curly at the end bc of ur perm, u have big black glasses bc u look ugly with glasses and u dont want contacts, hooded eyelids >:( small eyelashes >:( a big nose with lots of pores >:( lots of acne on ur forehead >:( an rbf <:( ur like 5'3 or 5'4 and ur FATT GIRL U BETTER BE DOING UR REPS U HATE UR BODY WORKOUT ***** but also ur ***** are huge LMFAOOO GIRL THEY BETTER STILL BE but other than that theres nothing really good or bad abt what u look like except ur hair is rly gross and uneven ok i hope ur in college idk which college bc its not important but i hope ur not working a 9 to 5 at a mcdonalds in a low rent apartment in ur home town. get out asap. are u planning on being a real estate agent or work w science? ok now da deep stuff. this is going to be v weird bc u hate talking abt this stuff but how are u? like actually sit down think and ask urself how u are. now how ur day was but in general. if ur good thats great, if ur not u'll get there eventually. im in quarantine rn and there are days where u feel so worthless and there are others where u feel great its normal to have off days sont stress abt it. how many friends do u have? do u have a bf yet? do u have any pets? ik this isnt deep but ur 15 y/o self wants to know :} i cant really think of anything else this was probably really anticlimatic but ur not rly focused rn and i'll make another letter if i think of anything else but happy birthday i hope u had the best day!! i'll see u again in five years i love u see u soonnnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!