A letter from August 22nd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Before i ask any questions to my future self let me tell you the current situation rn.. 2020 has been a crazy one . Australias fires , covid19 and Just ugh..many many deaths :( 2020 hasnt had a break yet and its honestly **** !!We had to cancel our holiday to Santorini too! We currently have to wear masks in shops which i dont find too bad at all. Idk why so many ppl are so insecure and narrow minded about a mask . Dumb af lol ok so , im currently sat on my bed constantly stressing and thinking about my work place during covid . Yesterday i got told that there were some landlord issues and pizzahut are trying to negotiate to avoid closure. Im praying on my knees that it doesn't close and as you can imagine this did actually upset me quite alot . As much as i dislike this job at times it gets me by and the people i work with are honestly great🤷🏼‍♂️🥺 I currently have 2 other jobs because ye know im such a busy bee . One is mystage academy and the others a brand new job at Laura Wilson School of Dance which im happy about but i really want more hours because the school seems fab to teach at and just so welcoming ! ❤️ Right now my mood is probably at 60% but im sure things will work out towards the future. Honestly i just want my life to go back to normal, im the last one in my family to head back to work which kinda sucks . Im sat here just wanting good news to arrive as soon as possible . Im praying every night for my life to be ok and normal again. I want to save for my future house , family and self but im just constantly worrying that my jobs on the line. Its great an all to have my other two teaching jobs but im not fully qualified yet for me to be stable enough without a third job yet 🥺 im honestly just happy and thankful im surrounded by people who care for me . Matts an absolute gem and i love him so much and my mum supports me and my close friend danny listens to my problems . Im still praying everything goes ok❤️ Oh yeah and im heading to brighton next week so this should deffo get my mind off of everything! Ok so .. how are you? Are you still with matt? How was pizzahut? Where do you work now ? Do you have your own place yet? Are you Happy? Stay Positive Love Chloe