I wasn't normal, EVER!

Hey How you doin'? You remember, this is Appy from August 22nd, 2020, ummm 5 years from today.. If you're alive, did you make it to the IIT? You remember the strategy you had put forth to focus and drench yourself in chemistry? Okay so lemme tell ya, its the 9th day of the strategy and till now I've started to lose my stupid time ******* habits. And the biggest one, BTS' DYNAMITE MV IS OUT and I HAVEN'T SEEN IT YET!!! Right now when i was studying on YT at Professor Dave Explains, I saw the stats of the MV on the explore section, its 122M at 1 day ago release!! That's really awesome. But I have left all my interests: songs, novels, social sites, 7 Cups etc only to ace the IIR JAM 2021 that's gonna be held on Feb 14 2021. Well, I've been terribly lonely cuz..... I wont write, you remember? Dubai... Anothersa.... Well yes, I'm alone and always will be. Just hoping for a good chance to commit - - - - You still have contacts with Hyung? You destroyed her life never forget! Hate yourself. Bawl your eyes out and never go back to doom her life again! Remember, you're a toxic person who has done sins! Maybe someone is not in this world because of YOU! I HATE YOU! GO AND BEG FOR MERCY FROM THE STONE FIGURINES THAT'LL NEVER SPEAK LOL! I HATE YOU.