A letter from August 21st, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I hope you've accomplished the goals that you wanted to do in life and finished playing the sports you loved to play. I believe you're still playing softball or track n field I did softball for 2-3 years and track n field for 1-2 years. In the future I wanted to become a lawyer, Psychologist, social worker or an Occupational Therapist to help kids my age and to also save the people in need of helping as a lawyer or Occupational Therapist. I also hope you've made better choices and decisions in life for yourself, not others. In other words I hope you've started to put yourself and happiness first and stopped being so stubborn. I know somedays are gonna be very stressful and hard but always remember that the people in your life actually love you and are there for a reason so don't push them away just because you're scared of being alone. I believe you will have finally become better for yourself, have a better mindset and mentality soon. Also you have a very good heart don't let people take advantage of it and don't let people take you for granted. In 5 years I want to at least have a stable job, still live with my grandparents an take care of them, have a car, better friends/people in my life who are actually gonna support me an surround me with positivity. However, in 10 years from now I wanna have a family with somebody very special to me that I love with either a kid or at least a pet dog or cat. I'm obsessed with Hawaii, I really wanna go there and maybe live there. Turtles are my favorite sea animals, I love any type of turtles especially sea turtles they really deserve so much. I hope later in the future everything just gets way better than how everything is now, especially at home, in the world in general, and just this messed up society. I hope one day I can really make a big change to that. Never lose hope, I know sometimes even just having hope messes you up but never lose hope of anything and never give up no matter how hard the situation is always keep trying and fighting for what's right. On the other hand, years from now I hope you end up choosing the right college YOU wanna go to and not what others want and I hope you get into it. Honestly I hope you're spending more time with family at home and going more places. Without making mistakes, you'll never learn and grow from them into a better person. So, make mistakes, learn from them, experience it all and grow from it as a person. Everything you do will always help you become the person you will be in the future.