A letter from August 21st, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I hope you’re happy. I hope you and yousri are as happy and in love with each other as humanly possible. Right now i am looking for a job and an appartement because i just decided that i can’t see my future with our babydaddy. Never forget what he did to you, never let someone do that again! I truly hope that you’ve achieved the goals you’ve always wanted to or are at least still trying. I believe in us, I believe in future me. Our lives may be different but our priority is still and will always be the same. Our gift, our one true love, our son, yousri. I don’t know what you’re up to but i truly look up to you, because no matter how hard our past and my future may have been for you, you’re still going strong. How’s mom doing? Is she happy? I hope so...she’s our hero! Here are the goals I want to achieve! How many can you check off? - Be a good mom, raised our son right and teach him well and make sure he gets good grades. - find a job i love - get a degree in veterinary assistance - live somewhere im happy to call home with my son - help mom be happier, make her smile more, make her feel loved every day! - have a better relationship w dad - get my driver’s license - achieved my body goals - take better care of myself a.k.a. Stop smoking and drink more water - achieve body goals - be independent Ps: is orion still peeing everywhere or did you cut those balls of that son of a B****? And is Yumi still alive? I hope so because I love him dearly Oh and if you’re in a bad relationship again...get the F*** out of there and start loving yourself again! Never forget we always put yousri first no matter the situation...he deserves a good and happy life! I hope marie and camille are still there. I know you haven’t known them you’re entire life but it certainly feels like it! They make everything better and easier! Sometimes they even take some of the pain away just by telling you they’ll always stick around! Life is better with them in it and i hope you still feel that way!! Dearly! You