A letter from August 21st, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hi, mama! Happy 53th birthday in heaven! I miss you so much. I know you're always there when i needed u the most, thank you for all your efforts and sacrifice when you're still alive! For all the memories you left here with us, i wish you we're here🥺 sorry for all the trouble i cause to you and papa, sorry for being such a dumbass and irresponsible daughter. Sorry for not being such a good panganay! I will always blame myself for not taking a good care of you, for being selfish! I hope u can forgive me and still love me, ma! I wish heaven had visiting hours so i can visit u sometimes. Hug me when i feel like i lost myself again ha, make me feel that you're always there for me, i love you ma! I love you such, happy birthday again!