A letter from August 19th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Finally i'm talking to future's faisal 20/Aug/2025 from 20/Aug/2020 i know you can't emai back me, Pata nahi tum hare paas kya hai aur kaise ho tum par yahan halat kuch khas nahi han sahi suna shyad main galat bhi ho sakta hun par mujhe zada khud me accha nahi lag raha ummeed hai acche se hoge aur hona bhi chahiye abhi to main khud ko rate karunga 5/10 kaash tum 10/10 ho yahn fir 9/10 yan 80/10 bhi chale ga bas isse kam nahi theek hai 7/10 me bhi happy hun isse kam nahi sirf 1 rate ka increment nahi chahiye yar yahan to 20's ka ho gaya hun kuch hai hi nahi na gf na bf han ayuah hai kya wo abhi bhi hai kaisa hai wo aur mantasha bani gf ke nahi tum hara crush hai wo atleast in time me hai han pata hai isse pahele bhi thin kuch crush abhi koi gf hai ke nahi koi friends hain ke nahi mahulle ke ladko ka kya haal hai shabbu, irfan, ballu etc sab ke naam lene ki zaroorat nahi kya haal hain in ke group ko lead karte ho ke abhi bhi bheed ka hissa ho aur padai kaisi kari heigher study kari ke nahi abhi tak first sem BCA ke me 61.6% aaye hai second me promote overall kitne bane intership mili fardeen ko mili thi aur kya placement hua kya hattrick lagi placement ki kya TCS, Wipro me salection hus kaash hua ho warna sun ke accha nahi lage ga aur abhi to MREP se earn kar raha hun 50 bound eran kare the is month kini salary hui ab tum hari kya startup kara ke nai aur business kara acche se entrepreneur bane ke nahi agar nahi bane to kab bano ge agar nahi bane to naraz na ho zindagi barbaad na karo agar acchi job bhi nahi zafar MREP ki tarah aur channel bhi YT ka kuch kara kitne source of income hai agar nahi to ye na socho kisi kaam ka nahi yahi lag raha hoga na ke aundagi madarchod hai agra ye sab achive nahi hua to ab aisa karo khud hi zibdagi ko madarchod kar lo apne career ke liye agle aur next five year ke liye abhi bhi time hai risk lena ka is liye aage nahi mile ga 30's tak gand fad mehnat karo zaroor mile ga aur agar 25's accha hai to bhai i love you main wo zindagi jeena chahat hun kya halat hai wahan ke kitne maze kar rahe ho fardeen ke comparison me kaise se kin cheezo me acche ho usse ab kyu ki is time to siwaye your only source of imcome ke alawa nahi ho agar average ho in dono ka to bhi theek hai par zada nahi risk lo experiance hai tum hare paar gand faad mehnat karo 20's to 25's ka mera zimma hai aur aage 20's to kabar tak tera success mile ya na mile rating 10/10 ho yan na ho mehnat dono halat me karini hogi lihaza mehnat kro english zada acvhi nahi thi ummed hai us time ki acchi hai kyu ki mehnat main kar rahan hun mujhe pata hai weight bada ke nahi bhai ye sab se zada important hai health is wealth agar nahi to ab bhi karo kyu ki main to 45kg ke saath GYM nahi ja skata na na kaash tum rahene do mujhe andaza nahu ke tum hari age me kuna hona chajiye but jaayo aur gym karo meri jaan aur family ke kya haal arbita ki to pakka shadi ho gai hogi ammi jo itna parehsna hai aur maviya aur ammi kaisi hai zada kadte to nahi wo gandu jk mara ke nahi aur papa kahan hai saudi me un agar han to un se bolo retire ho jaye sari responsible apne sar lo bhai kis se shadi karni hai kuch dekha ke nahi kuch earn kara kitna save kara kuch expensive purchase kara like bike, car, villa, yan flat jaldi lo yahi sab to main except bike wo choti cheez hai yahi sab to maqsad hai aur kitna travel kara kyu ki yahi to apna pyara earh ghar hai kitna accha nature hai yahan ke ghuma ke nahj aur america dubai sab jagah jane ka plan tha kab pura hoga bhai tu sun zindagu ko khul ke ji 25 saal to gai last ke 5 saal acvhe yan bure pata nahi bar aage ki jitni bhi zindagi hai apni marzi se jiyo ab kuch samajh nahi araha kya likhun tujh ko motivate karne ka zafa faida nahi bas khud hone ke liye likh rahan hun is liye koi kasar nahi chordni hai aakhir ye 20's jo hai wo bhi aadhe chale gai haaye corona to ab mudde ki baat kich poits jo abhi hain but aur accha hona hai nahi hai but chahiye matlab meri needs and wants sab koi paraghph me ho gaya ab point me messages lo ek wold me hi saari baat aur in ke baare me tick lagayo agar mila nahi mila to never give up late hi sahi par agar try karna are yaar main bhi pagal hun jo baar baar bol raha zaroor mila hoga tujha tu 10/10 hoga pakka maa kasam itni mehnat jo kar raha hai ab jitna zada main aaj parehana hun future wala version mere se sau malke hazar **** accha hoga har cheez me family me friend aur career khaas ke job bale entrepreneurship me zada acvha back balance hoga ghar le liye hoga caar bhi khub zada travel kara hoga khoob life me har cheez ka experience liya hoga ummed hai sab kuchain likh bhi nahi pa raha kya kay mas aaj aur abhi se main khoob mehnat karne ja rahan hun take jab padun to tasalli ho ke han i get it to main ja rahan hun apne sapne sach karne aur tum ye pad ke aage ka kaam karo aur main kuch pic poat karne ja rahan hun drive me so don't forget to check baat kar ke accha laga bye meri jaan i love you you yar the best no doubt. Science hafiz.