A letter from August 19th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Well, it's been more than two years now (i am 17yrs old), i have an obsesion with the universe of IT, yes, the one with the assasin clown, idk why ( hmm i think i know really, long short story, im jealous of the connection between them, friendship, love, childhood friends, TRUE FRIENDS...all of that) i love the work of the writer and the movie it's just... great, um... i lowkey wish that i was the one there acting like Bev but Sophia lillis crush it, she really knows how to act and without her the movie isn't the same, i really love her ( and I REALLY WANNA BE HER) that't the true... i just feel like writing that, im so overwhelmed by that feeling.. its sad u know? I reaaaaaaally wish in another timeline i can be her... i love her, but not like in a couple way, its much more than that (idk how to describe that feeling) Well i wanted to say that I hope u are happy now, i guess. Or at least, be someone i could be proud of. Bye