A letter from August 19th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hai Allida. 5 years have passed, right? I hope you still love yourself until the time you read it now. I don't know how many rocks you have jumped or what you have crossed in these 5 years. Is that hard for you? ah, looks like I don't need to ask that again. But looking at yourself 5 years ago, even now I'm sure you are still a strong woman who persists in her dreams. Have you achieved a lot of your dreams? or did everything not go according to your plan? If your dream has been achieved, im lately say "Congratulation, you made it! Im so proud of you" and if there are things that don't go your way, be thankful, maybe God has other better plans for you. Hey, I knew you 5 years ago and now. If I have anything to say and remind yourself of the next 5 years, I just want to tell you to rest. You need time for yourself. Even for a moment, I beg you to give yourself time without thinking about the noise of the world around you. if not, make time. You've held this principle for a long time, haven't you? make the time. or have you found someone who makes you see the world in a different way? not yet, yeah? ok I think I need to add a prayer here. hope you will find it soon, dear. From your younger self. Love, me