A letter from August 17th, 2020

Me, Today is technically Monday, and you're currently in Usher's room. You just had surgery on August 11, 2020, which was on Tuesday that's why you are currently staying with family at the moment. I have been wanting to do this for awhile now, but I wanted to sit down and be some where I wouldn't be disturbed and just let my mind flow - I guess doing it at 3:41am is our way of "good timing." I wanted to include everything on this letter to ensure you of all the things you currently have, what you're wanting, what you're going through, and the current events that are happening. So hopefully I do finish it in one sitting. 2020, holy ****. is an understatement. lets start off by saying, **** Trump. He is unfortunately still the US president - but hopefully that will change in November. January - Kobe died. ******* broke me to pieces. I was literally sitting on my couch in the apartment scrolling through instagram and saw drake post about it, thinking he was just doing a shoutout but nah - the goat has died of helicopter crash along with his daughter gege and people who they closely worked with. Australia is still on fire, koalas are still needing help. I don't remember much of February but I'm sure this is when everyone started freaking out about the Corona Virus. I also got 2 surgeries this month, I know for sure it was right before valentines day or the Friday after. It is insane to me that I don't even remember what I did for valentines day and I have a so called significant other to spend it with. Alright me, I'm sorry - I underestimated myself - I am actually very sleepy and will have to continue this in a few hours. Don't worry you will still get a letter, two letters today actually so just wait on the other one with all the juicy stuff. If this bit reminded you of some hard times, babygirl, hold on to your seat. lol I got more coming on the next later so hang tight. Also, if the public is ready this -- I suggest to find my other letter lol -- I will include ** to make sure you know that's part ii (: I got you fam!