A letter from August 11th, 2020

Dear Future Me, Hey, I hope by this time you already achieved your goals, all the things you want to do and of course I hope you're already happy, maybe not fully but at least happy not like now that you always feel empty, every night you suffer from anxiety. I really do hope that days would come that you're not crying at night anymore because you feel alone everyday, I hope the day you received this you finally know who you are and what you wanted to be. Do you still like photography? travelling? do you still watch anime?, dont stop watching anime! are you still obsessed in decorating your room, you have a lot of dreams now I hope until then you're still achieving a lot of goals. Stay focused, I know that its not easy but you know yourself you always do things the best way you can. Maybe you already has a work now or maybe you don't, no pressure it's okay take your time and use that every little time to be creative just know that even if there's no one there for you remember that you always have yourself and you survived endless crying at night and spacing out looking at the moon thinking that life would be better if i had this or that and I know that you know to yourself that we're thankful for what we have because we learned how to cope up with these problems were facing. I only have one wish for myself and it is to be genuinely happy and contented and by that i mean i hope I'm already living my dreams now, I trust you i know you can make it!