A letter from August 10th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I don't love myself. I'm still not fully healed. Everything is still a nightmare. They say that time heals everything but no. It just means that with time, you'll get used to it. But I'm trying. I'm trying to accept that everything will not fall into its places and forgive myself because of that. The trauma is still here. It still hurts. Tell me, how do I keep going when I want to give up? -S