A letter from August 10th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, how are you? how are things going? what strand did you choose? I hope it's something that you want. Did you choose humss or stem? Well, I just wish it would benefit us in there future. What course did you take by the way? At this point of time, i'm still uncertain. I have went back and forth with medicine and law. I still think that HUMSS would suit me. The only reason why I'm hesitant to take medicine is that the years it will take will be EXHAUSTING, not to mention that i am EXTREMELY BAD at math. Have you already forgotten about your ex? Janred? Did you meet someone new? Is he better than our ex? Because ****, in this timeline I am still afraid of commitment. I still have trust issues, I tend to ghost everyone I think i'm falling for. I'm crushing on a boy name Zio right now. He's extremely handsome talaga!! Kinikilig pa rin ako pag nakikita ko si kupal. Louise, from the future, I don't know what will happen in future's time but I genuinely wish that you're happy. You went through so much, you deserve some rest, I know you're not exactly lucky in the love department but if you do find someone that you're interested in, DON'T MESS IT UP AGAIN!! and please, alam kong low yung standards mo pERO WAG MO NAMAN BABAAN PA!! KAYA KA NASASAKTAN AT NAKAKASAKIT EH, TANGA! also, do you still talk with your highschool barkada? Kate, arle, gwyneth, chloie, jaja, jaron, elson, jehova, joan? Naging classmate mo ba sila sa mcl? speaking of shs schools pala, did you pass the calsci and pnc entrance exam? It's fine if you didn't! We both know our limitations. I hope you didn't beat yourself too much from it. (But if you did pass, congrats! I know you (we) can do it!) Louise, i know life is filled with challenges and problems. And i know we have the tendencies to be pulled into this black hole, depression. Don't be fooled please. YOU KNOW your worth. we both know we deserve to be happy, this will pass. You know that. It will come and go. feel it, be sad, but don't ever be too caught up into it. matalino ka, you are loved, you have potential. please don't ever forget that. I love you, futureme. I hope we make it. I really hope we do. love, 16 year old Louise.