A letter from August 10th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, How are you feeling? I'm guessing you're a college student now? Well I hope you are. Today on August 10th 2020 I'm writing you a letter, I'm currently in your bed and the room is so messed up and here I am smiling like an idiot, I was supposed to shower but ended up writing this letter haha. So yeah! Future Jackie I wanna know if you're still into kpop, kdrama, anime thingy now? because the past you was so obsessed to that thingy. Do u still read manga! future Jackie?. You became tidy right? pls I hope you are. Are you happy in your life right now? You're not struggling right? If you are then bear with it and be strong, I know you can overcome everything. Future Jackie I hope you find the right course you want because the past Jackie doesn't know what she wants in life. Is your mom okay? I hope you're in good terms with her pls don't make her cry but make her proud and btw how's your Dad??? I just hope he's in good shape. Your Lola how is she? I hope she's in good shape too. Future Jackie I don't know what kind of person you are right now but I hope you're trying your best to become a good person. Hahaha future Jackie I'm wondering if you gotten yourself a boyfriend hmmm I'm guessing you did not haha sucks to be you!! Demmo don't worry Allah s.a.w has plans for you a much better plan. I don't care if you are or not in college, I just want you to be happy in life. Hey hey hey! Future Jackie how's your social life? Do you have lots of new friends now? How's the Kim Loufainah squad?. Future Jackie I want you to know that YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL. YOU ARE WORTH IT. YOU ARE UNIQUE. YOU ARE LOVEABLE IN MANY WAYS. YOU ARE STRONG. idk I just to say that to you perhaps you needed to hear that right now. Woah 5 years! That's long maybe you're dead well I hope your not. Future Jackie I hope you became more confident of who you are. I hope your not insecure because you lack so many things. BE PROUD YOU DUMBASS!!! WHATS SO WRONG BEING SMALL HUH?! Keep working hard and shower daily basis OKAY! I hope this letter made you happy. -Jackie.