A letter from August 9th, 2020

Dear Alif, When you were writing this, you were in the end of COP 2020. You didn't put your best during this project, I hope you managed to learn something out of it. By the time you're reading this, I hope that you have managed to finish the year of 2020 gracefully. There were a lot of opportunities you wanted to apply for, XL Future Leaders, Beasiswa CIMB Niaga, Exchange to Chulalongkorn University, etc. I hope that whatever the result and the condition would be by the time you're reading this message, you would find your true happiness within yourself and you can get rid of bad habits that you're still struggling with when you are writing this message (procrastinating, not giving your best, etc.). I hope that you are now bringing a bigger thing within yourself and make a great impact, not just for you but also for people around you. On an even more serious note, please leave your bad habits behind. You would not succeed in life if you maintain those habits in the future. I also hope that you have achieved what you wanted to achieve, your dream when you were writing this letter was to establish your career outside Indonesia. Whatever happens when you're writing this, let it be. Thank you, stay being yourself.