A letter from August 7th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hey there, I hope you're alright... At last. Whatever decision you made, make sure you will be happy. This version of you writing, is not well at all. Everything is so tiring it keeps repeating and repeating nothing new, nothing happy. I tried faking it, but it hurts more that you need to fake the happiness I know I deserve. Maybe this life is not really for me, I grew up in a toxic environment but miraculously, I didn't grow up like them. It's not always like that, those people somewhat taught you right values but I guests their toxic trait weights more. I just wanna tell you that I am so tired and lonely, no one to talk to because you don't want to ruin anyone's day or life. I also don't want to be scolded because I need to answer questions that I don't want to be asked. I am tired and I hope whatever your life decision you make, make sure you are going to be happy and you know that you deserve it and it will bring you peace of mind.