A letter from August 6th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, hey! it’s august 8, 2020. i hope your doing well. ive been dreading high school as it is coming in like a month. i wanna talk to you about some stuff and then i want to lost some facts about myself and you can compare it to what you think whenever you may read this. im 14, and this year is probably year where ive developed and matured A LOT. ive found my true friends. im currently not in any beef or drama...well at least any drama i am aware of LOL. but i am continuing to making sure it stays that way. im actually drinking iced coffee right now and im just wondering if ill still iced coffee five years later... anyways ive struggled a lot this year. i have been through a lot and i definitely hid what ive been feeling to almost everyone. it’s quarantine actually and hopefully it’s not gone by now. if not...yokes. i hope your doing well, hopefully your successful. i really hope you’ve found yourself and you’ve became comfortable with you appearance because right now it’s not the best for me. i feel ugly, hopeless honestly. so many things have happened and it just makes me feel this certain way. i hope you are safe and healthy. don’t know what else to say really :/ but here are some facts! thursday, august 8th, 2020 instagram follower count: 512 relationship status: single, very single favourite artist: one direction, prettymuch, melanie martinez (i hope they have reunited and hopefully you’ve been to at least one more concert) celeb crushes: harry styles, zayn malik, ross lynch, alejandro rosario, ryland storms, rudy mascow, jacob elordi, hero i dunno his last name but from after LOL (remember petroutv, thomas petrou? he’s dating mia hayward and you dislike him but you never want him to feel alone or sad :) ) happiness: 6.5/10 friends: have lost some guy friends, but getting distant with some girls favourite food: starbucks, boba, chipotle and sushi! closest girl bestfriend : avishka closest boy bestfriend : eddie confidence: 4/10 favourite show: tvd, and 90 day fiance weight: 119, well last i checked was a month so don’t know! haha favourite movie: after, my girl also how’s after we collided? fav song: rock me one direction fav emojis: 💕🥺😙😷😺😸😹😿🙀😽😼😻😾 hehe last crush: derron ew makeup: eyebrows, mascara, highlight sometimes but not on cheekbones closest friends: avi, salonty, julia, temi, eddie, maddy yeah❤️ also what happened to tik tok?😹