A letter from August 6th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, You're going to be 21 turning 22 in a month. Insane. Right now im 16 turning 17 soon and I just can't picture myself as a 22-year-old. But, I live at home, I enjoy painting, drawing, writing, singing, dancing and watching youtube lmao. It's 2020 so it has been the wildest year like ever. The covid19 pandemic is still going on and I feel a little scared about going back to school. I have gotten into yoga and a little bit of meditation and I hope that you there in the future are way more spiritually awaken and a beautiful, real, genuine version of yourself! I wonder if you're still thinking about moving to Paris and travelling the world and living in beautiful places? haha. I hope you're still as ambitious or hopefully even more! Are you looking forward to living in a van or maybe possibly you are already? Have you found people who inspire and encourage you every day? What about B? Are you with him? Do you think about him? Do you have someone new? I hope you're doing a better job at being yourself and breaking free from fears. I pray you have moved out from home! I hope you're doing good. I love you.