A letter from August 4th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, It's great that you got married and have moved abroad years ago. I hope you are now on a way better role, in a gaming company or some other top tech company and with making 100k a year. You have always dreamed of having your own product. You should have one or two by now. I now feel like I am so lazy but I know I need to do more. I procrastinate a lot, always have. What about you? Are you the same? Have you changed? I just got married and feel that its now more difficult to get time for my ownself to play video games or make small stupid things with code e.g. art or something else. I also know that now more than ever, i need to manage my time. Have you managed to make time for something productive? Are you more efficient now? Right now I am worried about current job, only 2 more months of the probation period. If you couldn't make it, I really would want to know what happened, what went wrong and how did it turn out in the end. Stuck in one difficult task. Working from home because corona. Colleagues are all remote. Except my manager who is really nice, I feel that both colleagues J and S don't like when I ask too many or stupid questions and reply very late which frustrates the hell out of me making me feel totally helpless. Only talking with manager 121 every other week makes me feel better. He always made me feel better. Recently for the monthly jolly when I was on holiday he postponed it so that I can join next week. Such a nice person. So that is the current state of affairs I hope you went above all this and have done well. Passed all the tests of life. Oh! what about art? Have you started making those that you can sell? those digital procedural ones? You have had a lots of inspiration and learning. Made anything on your own which you can sell outside your day job, a service? a product? a game? art? anything? Bought a car yet? How about residence? What's up with the kids if you have any by now? When you get this letter, write another one for your next future self.