A letter from August 3rd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, How you've been holding up? I hope you're not depressed anymore QwQ. Fun fact about this letter, I wrote while I was in the middle of having a mental breakdown and suicidal thoughts. But I stopped thinking about because I just of our niece. I'm sure she would devastated to hear her aunt died from suicide. By the way, are you in love? Or got a boyfriend :3. Whichever way, I hope that your happy with your decision that lead you here. Yes, you're getting old but that's life. I hope mom is still doing alive and well <3. I'm sure you'll miss her so much one day and it's going to be a lot pain for you to handle but of u managed to carry the pain you have during high school years, then you're capable of moving on forward like it was nothing. I'm not saying to take it lightly, don't lean on the pain too much. You and I both know where that leads. In the end, when all is well, I hope you're having the happiest time of your life or I managed to made you go through the day before ******* yourself. P.s, how's the game going for you OwO??