A letter from August 3rd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, I hate mom. She abused me very badly today AGAIN. She doesn't know how to treat her own children. I always cry because of her. She is the one who made my life this bad. I seriously want to go to a good and far away collage to get away from her. If you wanna know the true, I want that my parents should disown me.so that I could be independent and can do what I want. They will never understand how I feel. They think that I am shy type and don't like to speak much but it is not like that, they made me not want to share anything with them. She wants me to come out of my room and sit with them but when I do so, I just get hurtful words from there side. No one knows this but she is a big fat lier She lies to every ******* person in front of my eyes and then say "oh, I never said that, bring that person who says that I spoke that" Being a mother she should critics my body but she always does it,always calling me a fat cow even though she is one herself. Even though I am not feeling any better after putting down this things,thanks