A letter from August 2nd, 2020

Hey Wendy, You've been home from Uni for 4 months now, there's a global pandemic; everything's closed, people are dying. Yet, hope remains. Uni has been a triiiip, I mean that psychedelically, emotionally, mentally, spiritually, and physically (finally gained that weight, and now you're trying to lose it..the complicated relationship between a woman and her body..amirite?). The one you love now will hurt you tremendously, you will lose yourself, but you will find your back. Some good people will help you, hold onto them. You will find your gift, and it is beautiful. And then you will find some more gifts, they too are beautiful. Never underestimate your genius. You will meet boys who are barely commas in the story of you, they too must happen, these experiences will bring you to me. You will meet a boy who is more than anything you have ever felt, and he will love you so much, and you will feel like you're drowning in it. You will lose him. Then you will find him again...but in this moment, it seems you are losing him again. I'll update you in 5 years ( ◜‿◝ )♡ PS: This is a letter to 5 years ago Wendy, and what is happening right now. You know that already.