A letter from July 30th, 2020

Time Travelled — almost 3 years

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How you doin!? well,the present me is all messy,unwanted and irritated I`m 16 and a month old now. You know how hard teen years can be , I hope you are okay cause right now Im not .Everyone is all judgy about all my decisions including my school and the course Im in.they made me doubt myself just cause i took commerce.ah!screw them. My friends too arent even trying to help me cope up with my lonliness.They are adding to the misery.My whole life is now a big WTF? Anyway if you are reading this STAY STRONG LOVE. Do not give up easily cause that is what I often do and I regret it a lot. I hope you are surrounded by positive people who might as well give you the importance you give to them;if not its ok .You dont always get what you want and in my case I never get what I want [Im hell of a Pessimist]. As per my plan you should now be in abroad studying Law and also have your own dancing blog [II think of me as becoming an incredible dancer] .I hope you are on the right path. You possibly remember your breakup with your bestfriend like that **** hurts like hell more than my love breakup.well I think about her every now and then.I know Im stupid.who`s your BFF now? lemme take a guess.A boy who wears glass and is the most handsome around.Hope Im right.[these are defo not my preferences ,its a wild guess I promise.] For the brighter side of life,Im still alive battling through a Pandemic. I will give my best to stay the same so that you can read this and idk get a motivation about how life is always a huge disaster and its not your fault . Let me give you some advice.Stay away from stupidity.Friends arent always there for you[sooner you realize the better ].Also not everyone you think is your friend.Dont let people take you for granted.LOVE YOURSELF.Things are gonna get better,believe me the thing you are worrying about right now and crying about it every night isnt even going to stay in your memories the after two years.You might even laugh about how silly you were.Time heals everything,EVERYTHING.Focus on your skin health ,Dont make me look older than I actually am.Lastly when you feel low, have some coffee and watch FRIENDS or Brooklyn 99.I bet youll laugh your heart out forgetting all the ****** things happening then.When nothing goes well in life,take a nap. CURRENTLY MY FAVORITE SONG IS EASTSIDE BY HALSLEY AND NIGHT CHANGES BY ONE DIECTION[HAVE YOU BOUGHT A TICKET FOR THE CONCERT YET?] Hope mom is happy and in great health.Keep her happy ,she is really counting on you.Dont let her down.Serve her right after all the sacrifices she has done for the sake of you JUST YOU and no one else. LOADS OF LOVE ,STAY SAFE AND STRONG.THE WAIT IS WORTH IT. LOVINGLY YOURS LAKSHMI

Epilogue

almost 3 years later

hii my very pessimistic self Lakshmi Aradhana

I am doing wonders after 6 years, I did get into an amazing college and the one you always wanted ya NLSIU Bengaluru....

Nchdgae lal ot da eb venyhergit damseu eno tath sitroes l'yolu alyrel da estnil cseindio lfei ym auobt to. Dna orudan ietm heva i in rhigt and wsa bene rhgit epepol i i namigaz iesw cyukl the vyer me hvea leacp fdsnrie mohwoes. Tpdpeos mavakial it hot altgnki lwoeh a haec asw i dna to ehtro nthgi. Ouy ilke i yantgsi rgtnso am oges lsitl no dsia flei. Of tow uasec ouy yerv neinahc i eipsdkp yasd eb rdpioe rfom iwrgnti ot in am lrifgae i ptenrnsiih pg syda and ondrua a. Astwn od isth si dog nda em etak htwa stre ot toclceoah eta. To wnod a sih two i ahd oldve ho so rfo hswisrek imh yasre tca yuo ,mhuc tlsa. Os imss em snifd uhc,m imh oeph i eh ainga itsll i. Nthe nda to'wudln snyaitg eewr os her reyrhc napepehd iagan nfu afst eth i it faimyl ubt tshi ew won t?tgih ethmro nad ti liek mchu ihwt so restis ohremt so da vloe easth no cbka ew mibsa lla rae etb fo ywa tafc esid rehte emht. Ttahs hycrre dsgo tem nda ew useac slkie hwo amibs roehrtb. Essdpa egatr eenb wot nhmsto amisb s'ntha wyaa oga. Mih ikqcu tyerpt nirjude mhi itprsnnihe tog tmee os llh'e so stuihn 'mi acbk eh lhiygtls ongna is oh buocen idptus he a eh ba,yb sheert' ufn is nwe og laer ym ppu i nda clla sith rpdeaoet retaf. Lal htsi usgse orf leif i sdoe ievl kiel rae nyol owrk rfo da yreuo,lfs rah,ts no nme mne uo,t you eocntepxi ear kaeyatwa eevinrgyht arundo ikel evah s'hetre ofrm womne ese ot vaeh teh tdpius wrehe utb het l,fie uoy i g,seo. Oyu or wtih ugy hwo **** tseb elik tgare ahev easlgs?s enraws ym awtn kaoy theier i era maf gn eirsndf yuor rhtie wneom ooscnnimap, ot defrin oqeitnus eb alem so is raiseptht nno to mi lla. *** rloanm era ifnrdse woh dan i od aelm heav. Hm,tno tetrel xnte ,out ese lli' aslo olko l'il ehs'ter xcieedt rof how and eusr ot dan okwn dcrsae it aniga out os eicutnmretr ta rstnu l'lti ruyo rokw im. Ot eth tsylinant ont nad hte cretipu uhelypolf ahve rralge lkoo up eacrg i vieg at. Ugtule uyb rmrb cncorte llwi 2020 mfa i ttho go ohw ad idd snog htsi i cncrtoe ad d1 rof my sri nfu is rn eonniru dna no ton ew aehv ram a i vtraeofi oablpbry and odwlu no ctkite v a btu by to ni alhkadante nogs. Fo eanyp and bylonca od'ed 4 telho hte rea dide his usjt ffo (:( rheet amli now them. Off i heasd eervn w uory elkdi sarosen ttha at e'sh aols a htwa tatsh kerob onw a ikel sul)gretg ,anm ayrrh pcik utb realyl a kespe cihhw si iigg esst?ly? nnussceryea os oiwntrhg ahterf ayzn ouy ifar ielk uyo dha( garetudh hda th?i??s ami. Sdoci yrrah wen stylse twih seelerda lla tocis mreo i ad incloyaocals sih etotng laubm sksi r*e**- rhaepc ,item etlyernc dan c,errea gkni levo iscmu he's a ilslt. I tol viaeadh ahve fun a gikssni eneb bhsiar. Ot i firgungi rokw im tshee want lslit neht otenmm nto ta tataesl rcmtiaon dna rrsoiew tgsegbi the uot wyh in do ugh bjo do osifcef, da aer i ikle hsigtn my ton my od i rssiptuu. Autob ot ti uyo ncgyir gihtr cvaser haeaivd siltl oyu kwon of **** ton enm dan aenliavubal tno od nnedgorpi tahw btu ta sti hrotw em trap kilgnoo i mi. Teh lla is feil steg my si enrevs nf,ei tbu hsuc etmi hmetro on. Aky bey. Have nfu alslh dan lyk i.

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