A letter from July 30th, 2020

Time Travelled — almost 3 years

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How you doin!? well,the present me is all messy,unwanted and irritated I`m 16 and a month old now. You know how hard teen years can be , I hope you are okay cause right now Im not .Everyone is all judgy about all my decisions including my school and the course Im in.they made me doubt myself just cause i took commerce.ah!screw them. My friends too arent even trying to help me cope up with my lonliness.They are adding to the misery.My whole life is now a big WTF? Anyway if you are reading this STAY STRONG LOVE. Do not give up easily cause that is what I often do and I regret it a lot. I hope you are surrounded by positive people who might as well give you the importance you give to them;if not its ok .You dont always get what you want and in my case I never get what I want [Im hell of a Pessimist]. As per my plan you should now be in abroad studying Law and also have your own dancing blog [II think of me as becoming an incredible dancer] .I hope you are on the right path. You possibly remember your breakup with your bestfriend like that **** hurts like hell more than my love breakup.well I think about her every now and then.I know Im stupid.who`s your BFF now? lemme take a guess.A boy who wears glass and is the most handsome around.Hope Im right.[these are defo not my preferences ,its a wild guess I promise.] For the brighter side of life,Im still alive battling through a Pandemic. I will give my best to stay the same so that you can read this and idk get a motivation about how life is always a huge disaster and its not your fault . Let me give you some advice.Stay away from stupidity.Friends arent always there for you[sooner you realize the better ].Also not everyone you think is your friend.Dont let people take you for granted.LOVE YOURSELF.Things are gonna get better,believe me the thing you are worrying about right now and crying about it every night isnt even going to stay in your memories the after two years.You might even laugh about how silly you were.Time heals everything,EVERYTHING.Focus on your skin health ,Dont make me look older than I actually am.Lastly when you feel low, have some coffee and watch FRIENDS or Brooklyn 99.I bet youll laugh your heart out forgetting all the ****** things happening then.When nothing goes well in life,take a nap. CURRENTLY MY FAVORITE SONG IS EASTSIDE BY HALSLEY AND NIGHT CHANGES BY ONE DIECTION[HAVE YOU BOUGHT A TICKET FOR THE CONCERT YET?] Hope mom is happy and in great health.Keep her happy ,she is really counting on you.Dont let her down.Serve her right after all the sacrifices she has done for the sake of you JUST YOU and no one else. LOADS OF LOVE ,STAY SAFE AND STRONG.THE WAIT IS WORTH IT. LOVINGLY YOURS LAKSHMI

Epilogue

almost 3 years later

hii my very pessimistic self Lakshmi Aradhana

I am doing wonders after 6 years, I did get into an amazing college and the one you always wanted ya NLSIU Bengaluru....

My flei nhcedag noe ad to aesmdu henetigyvr to be l'uloy ad uoatb htat lraeyl sieosrt lla stniel iscideon. I eht hritg evry eitm nauord dinresf dan i plopee vahe in ianagzm swei calpe em been heva nad i aws ylkcu ohewmso grhit. Ot ohewl vmlaakai swa ti heca tpsdeop nda hignt i hto a hetor ligkant. Tgrnos tignsya no you efil esgo lslti am kiel i idsa. Nicnhae ilefrag csaue uyo be ni yrve tow pg dysa idorpe nradou irtsinpnhe and mofr dsay fo ma ikepdsp i to i nirigwt a. Em ot do odg ster nad si itsh swtna keat tea tawh ootlcehac. Hsi oh a to adh act fro vlode ihm ,chum rsiheskw os oyu i ndow slta otw easry. Gania heop i insfd so uhcm, i me eh hmi sllti imss. Fact htsi so tbu hetm ad so yiatgns vloe simab no os afts i it eomhrt t?gthi hte siters miylaf eenapdhp own ereht wya ew fnu rewe hsate kcba ti tbe cmhu nda nagia ielk rhe erhcyr uot'wdnl hetn are and lal homtre edsi of wthi we. Owh emt ew adn yhrrec tthsa asmib gdso tbrhero uasec eiskl. Retag h'satn bnee shomnt oga away sspade smiab wot. Qucki 'hlel os i go dtsuip my nad eh tgo t'eresh si oh unf is eadroetp ,bbay upp bcenou ltgsiyhl a ferat siht yrpett ihm lcal 'mi rniipenhts jidenru eh aler os mhi teme nwe nogan kabc eh iutsnh. Wrko aveh het nem ielk ot rmfo tbu pdstui nme ret'esh you rfo teh rfo rhsa,t on sg,oe ,uto oyu i ptenecixo aer noly lla osde sesgu rewhe ielf rae seulyf,or like ranodu ese ehva lvie ad nmewo il,ef watykeaa etnehviyrg i isht. Stuonqie eihtr ifnedr or oryu im how sirnedf ot is ym gn grate tshepitra oyu ?gaessls be ekli wraens tnwa i etsb maf kyoa lla amle **** ot itwh guy vhae menwo so non are rtheie nnspomioa,c. Alme i od evah rea moalrn rsenidf nda *** ohw. Redasc user adn tursn eietdcx 'etersh ookl to ,tou okrw lti'l see l'il tlrtee ta nigaa saol hwo ti wkon and oth,mn for tou so tencueimrrt i'll tnex uyor im. Rgaec utreicp het to okol adn lgarer lpoefhluy the iegv vhea i at up atysnitnl ton. Ym to barolybp toecnrc we i d1 ireunon how tshi v htot byu mrrb no sir i aevh on maf is lliw ad idd sogn fun ram nda nsog rof go tkiect by a rectocn doluw ton nad ad nr i 2020 btu in ntkaeahdal tlugue a tvfoerai. Onw nda ypane of hteer 4 jtus aoycbnl teh ed'do rea eidd oetlh off mail :(( his mthe. Yuo ffo a tsaht htta oyu is yzan legtgu)rs so wno n,am dha allery ughdreat ikel ta nerve e?lyst?s rhary ipck ima ubt chwih ths??i? also ahfret aoesnrs erkbo a(hd growtihn i a keldi athw ehs' your ggii ysuesecnnar a sekpe w ifar kile seahd. Da tills wen e'sh lbuma tncelyer hsi i,met a mcuis csdio ksis moer gnik evol all citso craphe i ihwt adn noacaoysilcl lsteys ereeadls r*e-** ,craere ryrah otentg. Aveh eneb irasbh sskingi unf a i vhaadie lot. Ym mi do gtshni in nto nto tetsaal out ggetbis tsehe ta eth cf,esifo ad to omtiacnr wyh my od lilst i era adn tenh pussurti oiesrwr omnemt do kwro kile job gfiniurg wtan i guh i. Sit fo ta tsill do cvesar im em tbu cyrgni men ahtw aeaivdh nad **** idorgennp nwok torwh lngooik rpta lniaaelabvu ghrit you nto not i to ti aotub ouy. Eht lla is etmi eenrvs hucs gtse my but ,enfi no eilf roehmt si. Ybe ayk. Aveh fnu dna lshla lky i.

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