A letter from July 30th, 2020

Time Travelled — almost 3 years

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How you doin!? well,the present me is all messy,unwanted and irritated I`m 16 and a month old now. You know how hard teen years can be , I hope you are okay cause right now Im not .Everyone is all judgy about all my decisions including my school and the course Im in.they made me doubt myself just cause i took commerce.ah!screw them. My friends too arent even trying to help me cope up with my lonliness.They are adding to the misery.My whole life is now a big WTF? Anyway if you are reading this STAY STRONG LOVE. Do not give up easily cause that is what I often do and I regret it a lot. I hope you are surrounded by positive people who might as well give you the importance you give to them;if not its ok .You dont always get what you want and in my case I never get what I want [Im hell of a Pessimist]. As per my plan you should now be in abroad studying Law and also have your own dancing blog [II think of me as becoming an incredible dancer] .I hope you are on the right path. You possibly remember your breakup with your bestfriend like that **** hurts like hell more than my love breakup.well I think about her every now and then.I know Im stupid.who`s your BFF now? lemme take a guess.A boy who wears glass and is the most handsome around.Hope Im right.[these are defo not my preferences ,its a wild guess I promise.] For the brighter side of life,Im still alive battling through a Pandemic. I will give my best to stay the same so that you can read this and idk get a motivation about how life is always a huge disaster and its not your fault . Let me give you some advice.Stay away from stupidity.Friends arent always there for you[sooner you realize the better ].Also not everyone you think is your friend.Dont let people take you for granted.LOVE YOURSELF.Things are gonna get better,believe me the thing you are worrying about right now and crying about it every night isnt even going to stay in your memories the after two years.You might even laugh about how silly you were.Time heals everything,EVERYTHING.Focus on your skin health ,Dont make me look older than I actually am.Lastly when you feel low, have some coffee and watch FRIENDS or Brooklyn 99.I bet youll laugh your heart out forgetting all the ****** things happening then.When nothing goes well in life,take a nap. CURRENTLY MY FAVORITE SONG IS EASTSIDE BY HALSLEY AND NIGHT CHANGES BY ONE DIECTION[HAVE YOU BOUGHT A TICKET FOR THE CONCERT YET?] Hope mom is happy and in great health.Keep her happy ,she is really counting on you.Dont let her down.Serve her right after all the sacrifices she has done for the sake of you JUST YOU and no one else. LOADS OF LOVE ,STAY SAFE AND STRONG.THE WAIT IS WORTH IT. LOVINGLY YOURS LAKSHMI

Epilogue

almost 3 years later

hii my very pessimistic self Lakshmi Aradhana

I am doing wonders after 6 years, I did get into an amazing college and the one you always wanted ya NLSIU Bengaluru....

Ad otuab atht lfei to da lyo'ul risotse lstine ylelra aehcgdn ym eb ot eiidcnso usmaed eno lal rhetgeyniv. I ppeelo aclep the firdsen in been hvea dan rtghi yerv me mgnazai wesi higrt mtei uraond i i klcuy mwehoos and aehv swa. Ivamalka i ecah ti asw tho a itgnh ilktagn oepsptd loewh dan to roteh. On feli ilke oyu i siad gnrost goes ma tllis ytangsi. Of ot dppisek wto i anencih uyo pg ni rfigale eucsa piedro ruodna syad ma eb adys i nad ervy ehiisnnrpt a rmfo wnrtiig. Twsan rtse dna do eat taek lcehaootc ot stih thaw god me is. Ihm uyo rof i a shi tow so hda alst to loedv sishrwek umch, tca ho dnow eayrs. Smis i phoe eh i ihm me anagi os ilstl ,cuhm insdf. Tub siht thne eetrh ltowu'dn ehpandpe kbac way with lla gnaai dan so lvoe iesd nuf hates nad ew emht rhe bet ti i othmer sserti sfat are so imasb on ad fo we it now stgynia hmcu rhryec het so actf liek yifaml ohemrt eewr ?ittgh. Sodg msiba aeucs we dna eyrhrc met klsei ohw athts oerbrht. Oga hntsa' wyaa neeb sohntm ssadpe sibma owt argte. Ihm jdreniu nuihst ba,by ikuqc lalc nango supdit os bcak artef etme lytgihsl oh rpeytt go adn ogt cnbueo stih hmi e'erhst intrheinps fun i lhel' dtorapee a new si 'mi ym earl os is ppu he eh he. I you rkow no etoecnpxi vhae ,sego mrof uitdps leik wrhee tub for hte lla rae ofr ese ot eugss klie ielf i seod erhyitenvg r'hstee rst,ha ad oe,uyfslr oynl emn teh ear aevh men mweon ,out hist evli arduno oyu kawayeta fi,le. Era to afm onwem mi ssg?ales woh antw narwes hseriattp ygu mnos,apnoic therie si my elma riteh feinrd yoak i uoy **** onn tsbe to kiel iwth be oryu ro os aevh utqnsieo lla fersdin gn gtera. Mlae nad i od aomrln owh *** aveh are enirdsf. Sutrn ta l'ilt okol saol gaani lttere reus to dan li'l oyru ehet'rs os see cesard eiectdx nad tuo, ofr owrk ti uto mi l'li tenx onkw neriemtucrt ohw h,ntom. Upllyhefo vgei veah i icturpe up and look teh ot at tno cgrea teh anltytsni rarleg. Ypolrbab on a ofr go my ot fun v hott is ataklehdan osgn isr gosn tub we i ni on ybu ahve did a dna i eoniunr enocctr amf 0202 uugelt rma rn ulwdo yb i otn kiectt ilwl rrbm rfotiave nad hsit 1d ohw ad ad croecnt. Fo ish eod'd pyane rae adn wno loeth died meht teh lmai tsju 4 aoylbnc fof :(( etreh. Fof klei yrhra sloa ta hogwrtin ouy ornesas own hda edahs atht oyru ggii so whihc obker ?lsteys? ekidl you hteafr a aduhrget athts a n,ma yaelrl what ubt i mai erevn kcip hti???s w ayzn seh' a gulesrgt) aifr eurssynenca a(dh like si ekpse. Da kgni 'seh bluam muics seeadlre elvo c,rreea oetgnt ikss mroe oscdi shi stlil dna enw emti, nreyelct cyasoloinacl lla thiw letsys i *e-**r rayrh a ehrapc stioc. Fnu ehav bene devahia i a gsniksi rbhasi lto. Tno hstee od eonmmt hngsti etnh cfsfo,ei hyw my ni rowk ghu unfiigrg od rmctnoai tno i eht out ptrususi eiggstb iowrser i atnw astteal lslti i adn od iekl rea ym im ad bjo to at. Csevra ton mi em aenvulablia rhwto mne gihrt od i aivdeha ginyrc tis trpa **** yuo and slitl at of pednigorn hatw nwko oyu tuboa tub ngilkoo to otn ti. Item my teh eni,f uchs tseg efli lla is evnser is ubt no remtho. Bey aky. Fnu i veah shlal lky nad.

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