A letter from July 30th, 2020

Time Travelled — almost 3 years

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How you doin!? well,the present me is all messy,unwanted and irritated I`m 16 and a month old now. You know how hard teen years can be , I hope you are okay cause right now Im not .Everyone is all judgy about all my decisions including my school and the course Im in.they made me doubt myself just cause i took commerce.ah!screw them. My friends too arent even trying to help me cope up with my lonliness.They are adding to the misery.My whole life is now a big WTF? Anyway if you are reading this STAY STRONG LOVE. Do not give up easily cause that is what I often do and I regret it a lot. I hope you are surrounded by positive people who might as well give you the importance you give to them;if not its ok .You dont always get what you want and in my case I never get what I want [Im hell of a Pessimist]. As per my plan you should now be in abroad studying Law and also have your own dancing blog [II think of me as becoming an incredible dancer] .I hope you are on the right path. You possibly remember your breakup with your bestfriend like that **** hurts like hell more than my love breakup.well I think about her every now and then.I know Im stupid.who`s your BFF now? lemme take a guess.A boy who wears glass and is the most handsome around.Hope Im right.[these are defo not my preferences ,its a wild guess I promise.] For the brighter side of life,Im still alive battling through a Pandemic. I will give my best to stay the same so that you can read this and idk get a motivation about how life is always a huge disaster and its not your fault . Let me give you some advice.Stay away from stupidity.Friends arent always there for you[sooner you realize the better ].Also not everyone you think is your friend.Dont let people take you for granted.LOVE YOURSELF.Things are gonna get better,believe me the thing you are worrying about right now and crying about it every night isnt even going to stay in your memories the after two years.You might even laugh about how silly you were.Time heals everything,EVERYTHING.Focus on your skin health ,Dont make me look older than I actually am.Lastly when you feel low, have some coffee and watch FRIENDS or Brooklyn 99.I bet youll laugh your heart out forgetting all the ****** things happening then.When nothing goes well in life,take a nap. CURRENTLY MY FAVORITE SONG IS EASTSIDE BY HALSLEY AND NIGHT CHANGES BY ONE DIECTION[HAVE YOU BOUGHT A TICKET FOR THE CONCERT YET?] Hope mom is happy and in great health.Keep her happy ,she is really counting on you.Dont let her down.Serve her right after all the sacrifices she has done for the sake of you JUST YOU and no one else. LOADS OF LOVE ,STAY SAFE AND STRONG.THE WAIT IS WORTH IT. LOVINGLY YOURS LAKSHMI

Epilogue

almost 3 years later

hii my very pessimistic self Lakshmi Aradhana

I am doing wonders after 6 years, I did get into an amazing college and the one you always wanted ya NLSIU Bengaluru....

Eb lal flei luylo' ssitreo msaude taht yeenrvihgt toabu da leryla to sdeniioc cegahdn to enlits eno da my. Fdesnri and nad azmgina aveh i aehv alpce eisw teh peopel donuar tghir me eenb i imet i rihtg veyr ni omeswoh asw clyuk. Nda a ti hgint to each hot terho i ikmaaalv nakigtl saw pdstope ehowl. Dias litls i leki leif ouy ma no gsanyit egso srnogt. Be giritnw yver ma ouy in fomr i kdpesip wot euasc syda iopdre henniptris hninace i a dan dsay to unadro gfariel of pg. Me whta god and oeclotcha ot keta esrt tanws sthi si do ate. To oh tac oveld u,mch so rysae i shi dah him ouy heskwris ofr wdno owt tlsa a. Os ,mhcu me hoep dnsfi i issm tslil agnia mih i eh. Atcf but fo and won cakb erhet yfmlai i t'ulnodw era sagtyin nhte itssre thsi cyhrre we ismab etmh esath dsie way ew it iwth eht no os os rmeoht ewre hre ucmh fats nfu ovel ti aaing da pepahnde and bet hgtit? rmehto os lal ikle. Sdgo eskil mte siabm how ausce nda ew btrhore cryehr sttha. Apsesd nebe tgrea ohmtsn tsh'na ayaw ismba tow aog. Ierpninhts he lalc so got uckiq ihgtlsyl ptuisd onebcu rndjiue stih si him and os prtyet faetr dopatere him 'trsehe ewn lh'el a is go gnona mete iusnht ym ufn i upp he oh akbc ,bbay he i'm earl. Ot hvae wayatkae eriventgyh ethesr' where ofr all nyol sl,ruofey nme nem da no egssu tou, i monwe elik mfro tub itsh ouy i ivle aer srtah, edso uyo see eth wokr rae udspti rfo sge,o onuard ekil ncieptxoe lf,ei teh veah ielf. Steb ithw asg?lses how gn panimo,ocsn so or nwat oyru oyak tireh eireth fdnries eahv uqisntoe wneasr weomn si my all eaml guy fam ot **** eb to mi rgate onn uyo i are tstpirhea rnfdie ekil. Do vahe are male mraonl i fniresd owh nad ***. Nda kowr nowk tuetcirermn sutnr ti see os sure yruo enxt hmt,no owh at rltete orf ookl li'l dna lt'il re'sthe mi decrsa 'lli out, aslo ot gaani out etceixd. Ntltsnyia to teh pu oklo evha teh nad gevi ieprutc i aercg lpflhyoue ta tno elrarg. Rncctoe gons nda vrfeatoi enrniuo did 1d tdknelaaah ot sgon a nto i mra ernctoc orf no ris is v ylaorpbb 0220 iths go htot da nuf nad rbrm i ni owh vaeh ckttie oulwd by ilwl btu ew ym leuutg on nr amf i a uyb da. Aer tleoh of 4 wno d'edo three emth adn alcoybn ihs ailm :(( ffo naepy eddi stuj eth. Athw d(ha egrltgu)s ruhtdeag royu rfathe arrhy so s??styel giig a is?h??t wihch ,mna ikel ekpse fair aeshd w ilke off dah hwtirogn si ickp kedil leryla htta obekr i tbu also uyo nyaz won sreseyancnu vrene atsht ami a a at you h'es seasron. Eysstl t,mie ctois all a perahc nad nttoeg with yrcnetel lreeesad ewn ehs' umsic ryhar ovle yncisolloaca iodsc amblu stlil i nigk da sksi rmeo ar,ecre hsi *er*-*. Eavadhi haibsr otl a avhe ufn issnkgi i nbee. Okrw mi nad gibtegs snigth eshte rwesrio ,fciofse guh ekil at i het od nteh ntiomarc wtan ywh ear tnemom out ym i job ad alesatt in rptissuu do ont od not i ym lsilt iunfgigr ot. Of to ooginkl it btuoa ercsva ouy do aprt tawh rgipnndeo oyu tbu otn ont mi tslil ivadhea cygrni em ist tgrih i **** ownk ta dan nilaulevaab emn whrot. Hrmeto but tseg senrev enfi, all ym mtie no hucs teh flei si is. Bey yka. Nad hllas nuf veha kyl i.

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