A letter from July 30th, 2020

Time Travelled — almost 3 years

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How you doin!? well,the present me is all messy,unwanted and irritated I`m 16 and a month old now. You know how hard teen years can be , I hope you are okay cause right now Im not .Everyone is all judgy about all my decisions including my school and the course Im in.they made me doubt myself just cause i took commerce.ah!screw them. My friends too arent even trying to help me cope up with my lonliness.They are adding to the misery.My whole life is now a big WTF? Anyway if you are reading this STAY STRONG LOVE. Do not give up easily cause that is what I often do and I regret it a lot. I hope you are surrounded by positive people who might as well give you the importance you give to them;if not its ok .You dont always get what you want and in my case I never get what I want [Im hell of a Pessimist]. As per my plan you should now be in abroad studying Law and also have your own dancing blog [II think of me as becoming an incredible dancer] .I hope you are on the right path. You possibly remember your breakup with your bestfriend like that **** hurts like hell more than my love breakup.well I think about her every now and then.I know Im stupid.who`s your BFF now? lemme take a guess.A boy who wears glass and is the most handsome around.Hope Im right.[these are defo not my preferences ,its a wild guess I promise.] For the brighter side of life,Im still alive battling through a Pandemic. I will give my best to stay the same so that you can read this and idk get a motivation about how life is always a huge disaster and its not your fault . Let me give you some advice.Stay away from stupidity.Friends arent always there for you[sooner you realize the better ].Also not everyone you think is your friend.Dont let people take you for granted.LOVE YOURSELF.Things are gonna get better,believe me the thing you are worrying about right now and crying about it every night isnt even going to stay in your memories the after two years.You might even laugh about how silly you were.Time heals everything,EVERYTHING.Focus on your skin health ,Dont make me look older than I actually am.Lastly when you feel low, have some coffee and watch FRIENDS or Brooklyn 99.I bet youll laugh your heart out forgetting all the ****** things happening then.When nothing goes well in life,take a nap. CURRENTLY MY FAVORITE SONG IS EASTSIDE BY HALSLEY AND NIGHT CHANGES BY ONE DIECTION[HAVE YOU BOUGHT A TICKET FOR THE CONCERT YET?] Hope mom is happy and in great health.Keep her happy ,she is really counting on you.Dont let her down.Serve her right after all the sacrifices she has done for the sake of you JUST YOU and no one else. LOADS OF LOVE ,STAY SAFE AND STRONG.THE WAIT IS WORTH IT. LOVINGLY YOURS LAKSHMI

Epilogue

almost 3 years later

hii my very pessimistic self Lakshmi Aradhana

I am doing wonders after 6 years, I did get into an amazing college and the one you always wanted ya NLSIU Bengaluru....

Indcoesi ad ot eiltns yu'llo itssoer to eb ifle buato lal ncgaehd mdause eno da ym ttah lalyer tienhyrvge. In htrig veah dna i vaeh mwsehoo i dan zgimaan apelc ykclu was em uadorn i girth ryev ndsrife wsie enbe eleppo itme the. Was olwhe ceha a lagitkn thngi kivalmaa etspodp hto htreo i it and ot. Agnyist am stlli on lefi ikle adsi i uyo strong esgo. Ot i ni revy wtginri deorpi i nnptihrsei be tow figarle nad gp am rfom dysa cueas adys a cnanieh udraon kespdip ouy fo. Eta to swatn and twah sith is keta tohlecaco rset do me gdo. Hsreskiw wond muc,h ysare a i imh oh ot tow hda for so alst elvod his uoy tac. I eh h,umc dnfis os i sims me itlls him gaani ohep. Them dpphaene hmcu ayw tt?igh no ti os ereth mtehro rrhecy ewer iths it acft era abkc os lmayfi we so tenh utb of i ad hre dan otemhr leov dan lal ibsma fats twhi stgainy eht rsseit heast desi ilke ew lotnd'wu angia nuf onw tbe. Islke we dan seauc eyhcrr tme rebhtro aibsm httsa odsg ohw. Sibam 'thasn otw been dsspea ntshmo etarg oag ayaw. Rthe'es a ym rtteyp adn becuon upp udenrij naong fnu gto nwe shti aepretdo iunsht lyihsgtl he tmee os tafer clla bkac go him im' bby,a he ho ukicq os eh penihistnr mih 'elhl ustidp i is is lrea. T,hsar rfo oexietpcn men wnoem e,sgo stipdu vaeh rewhe ut,o rof arundo emn ugess era have ees loyn i aetyakaw klie ot i no vtrehigeny era rfom all uoy rkow esdo eth l,fei htsi teh ielv ubt da elfi lfu,seyro 'esrhet oyu like. Si rhtei gn bset dinerf tnwa uyg lssse?ag ilke i kayo ierfnds ihteer to owh ro rea oyu trage meal enwsra be **** my artseitph hitw all ouyr os oncai,mnops wmone tinuoeqs afm veah to onn im. Od nrefids i evah mael aer nad hwo anomrl ***. 'lil aigna dan owkr ta rseu h'etres it kolo tteelr so nad xceedti ot out mi tnhom, uyro l'tli fro srutn wokn who decars lsoa ill' see ntxe ut,o tnriteercmu. Utcrpie gvei het loko aevh ltntynisa fhlpeoyul greca i at elrgar adn otn hte up ot. Hwo isr daeaakhtln da gosn my v kttcei a rteocnc dna otn to i amf i hsti nr ddi i on nsog fatrvoei 1d unrinoe toth wlil utb a is ni gutelu for da mbrr ehav nda 0202 tecocnr ew uldow no amr arpboylb yb uby fun go. Eethr dan (:( het fo tujs idde ffo lconbya ihs rea hemt wno edd'o lmai oethl 4 yapne. Kpese yuor adh( ttha w ahesd kiel at tub dekil rahry eevrn a,nm now ly?ets?s fof dha haefrt sur)tgegl a st?i??h si znay udgarteh aim osal ikle awht cpik ssoearn i hhicw erkbo 'esh gtrnoihw iigg uyo lyrael so aeysrscneun a shtta airf a uyo. Wne ecerra, lreeasde crheap mti,e nda lcaasloiyocn i slyest all lbamu da sumic she' sodic oscti rome -*e*r* a iltls olve kgni sski tecyelrn yrarh totnge ish iwht. A i ibhasr unf aevh otl iigsksn devaaih eebn. Esthe i cfois,ef tnhigs ym tehn mtonem ton i twan ton torcianm ikel od funirggi why my hug od obj lsitl seitgbg ni do to wkor eht reoiwrs ttlseaa ta i ad are nda mi iuruptss otu. Od to ycring yuo of it aubalaienlv its aresvc divaaeh otn nad nto aoubt rtpa me klinogo hotwr nme i nipgeondr mi tahw **** you nokw ta but ithgr lltis. Mite enresv efli ,efni all btu otmher ym is on is sgte ushc hte. Kay ybe. I lalsh adn nuf lyk vaeh.

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