A letter from July 30th, 2020

Time Travelled — almost 3 years

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How you doin!? well,the present me is all messy,unwanted and irritated I`m 16 and a month old now. You know how hard teen years can be , I hope you are okay cause right now Im not .Everyone is all judgy about all my decisions including my school and the course Im in.they made me doubt myself just cause i took commerce.ah!screw them. My friends too arent even trying to help me cope up with my lonliness.They are adding to the misery.My whole life is now a big WTF? Anyway if you are reading this STAY STRONG LOVE. Do not give up easily cause that is what I often do and I regret it a lot. I hope you are surrounded by positive people who might as well give you the importance you give to them;if not its ok .You dont always get what you want and in my case I never get what I want [Im hell of a Pessimist]. As per my plan you should now be in abroad studying Law and also have your own dancing blog [II think of me as becoming an incredible dancer] .I hope you are on the right path. You possibly remember your breakup with your bestfriend like that **** hurts like hell more than my love breakup.well I think about her every now and then.I know Im stupid.who`s your BFF now? lemme take a guess.A boy who wears glass and is the most handsome around.Hope Im right.[these are defo not my preferences ,its a wild guess I promise.] For the brighter side of life,Im still alive battling through a Pandemic. I will give my best to stay the same so that you can read this and idk get a motivation about how life is always a huge disaster and its not your fault . Let me give you some advice.Stay away from stupidity.Friends arent always there for you[sooner you realize the better ].Also not everyone you think is your friend.Dont let people take you for granted.LOVE YOURSELF.Things are gonna get better,believe me the thing you are worrying about right now and crying about it every night isnt even going to stay in your memories the after two years.You might even laugh about how silly you were.Time heals everything,EVERYTHING.Focus on your skin health ,Dont make me look older than I actually am.Lastly when you feel low, have some coffee and watch FRIENDS or Brooklyn 99.I bet youll laugh your heart out forgetting all the ****** things happening then.When nothing goes well in life,take a nap. CURRENTLY MY FAVORITE SONG IS EASTSIDE BY HALSLEY AND NIGHT CHANGES BY ONE DIECTION[HAVE YOU BOUGHT A TICKET FOR THE CONCERT YET?] Hope mom is happy and in great health.Keep her happy ,she is really counting on you.Dont let her down.Serve her right after all the sacrifices she has done for the sake of you JUST YOU and no one else. LOADS OF LOVE ,STAY SAFE AND STRONG.THE WAIT IS WORTH IT. LOVINGLY YOURS LAKSHMI

Epilogue

almost 3 years later

hii my very pessimistic self Lakshmi Aradhana

I am doing wonders after 6 years, I did get into an amazing college and the one you always wanted ya NLSIU Bengaluru....

Tnesli estorsi my all odeiscni 'lluyo laeylr ad ot da to ghreivteny dausem neo uatbo cghenad leif eb ttah. Em ehva gitrh mite eyrv adn auordn ebne i and teh kucly ohsmweo was i heav peloep wsei angizma ecalp derisnf in i ihrgt. Toh nigth tehor ot ehlow adn it ppetods itanlgk chea i was vlmkaiaa a. Tiyagsn yuo lefi am dasi gsoe i rtnosg on ikel slitl. Wto ydas irepod uyo i pg fmro usaec nteprhinsi nad fo a arifgel ksdipep ni eanchin to auornd am wtngiir ydas i eryv be. Me thcaeoocl ihst and thwa do to sert ogd tae is teak watsn. Lats rof i a yasre so ho ,hucm cat otw hmi nowd uoy ldevo shi khiswers hda to. Em i os msis mih poeh i ifdsn mh,cu eh lstil iagan. Sthi oemtrh fo reew bte it no ckba os teh git?th levo imabs i os all ilek nwo hryerc dies etssir afst asytgni ew os nad way thoerm yflima staeh nad muhc fatc htme nephpeda it ihtw gania eehrt dntw'luo ehtn aer ufn da rhe ew utb. Woh satth rcrehy gdos sikle etm hbreort and ew asimb saceu. Aog wot terag away bene ontmhs spsaed asn'th msbia. Nueocb nda call bby,a tmee irneduj ythglsli is nfu ym tog he ho go hmi sirnienthp mi' is retedpoa tpudsi oagnn eh hitnus nwe htsi i so a ryttep kuicq eh kcba ealr erfat rthees' hmi upp le'hl os. I ievl elik tsih oyu vhae orndua onwem lal for rweeh tu,o rwok to retyheginv elik ,eogs rea era ees i yuo have teres'h btu on lnoy sudtip fro ef,il eth eth eluso,fyr sgeus shrt,a men from poeixntec enm sdoe ifel tawaaeky ad. Uyo ng eirdnf have ym mcns,opaoin to i eihtr argte etbs **** emonw gyu ess?gasl stpeitrah be thwi all or tnaw amle ruyo mfa im euqonist oyak so non aer hteeir arwens hwo enrdsif ot si leik. I era ohw do mrlano dan dinsfer *** laem avhe. Ill' ot im xdectei critrunmtee wkon nustr uot, rfo letetr nda okol it aiang etxn see otu 'lli so thes're dan at how okwr lsao craesd 'itll toh,nm reus yuro. Santltniy loyulefhp rgreal adn i vgie het to up tno lkoo veah urpietc the ta garec. Takeladhan a yb dna arovetfi uyb da i ris tsih nr titkec is htto odwlu yarblbpo ocrcetn heva 2002 i sgno no maf i ni did v arm go 1d tno rfo wlli osng fnu a rcneoct rrmb ohw on ot ym luuetg nda utb uoenrni ew ad. Wno ihs oed'd dna etmh amli fo ddei fof blcnyao nyepa 4 erhte stuj tolhe hte ((: are. Ta is keli had yuo a hyrra hi?t?s? dghreuat fira enerv atrehf oyu a tub edlki lyreal whchi twha csanrueensy yesst?l? atht ikel os attsh keobr oryu ickp saedh aynz iggi tglrue)sg 'esh ami ,nam a fof peske (hda wno asol nowirtgh w i saenosr. Rentycle msicu sillt lla **re-* hse' otgten e,tim asclnaioyclo teslsy scdoi twih rhray nda more ublam ad dealseer his leov cr,erae acerhp i kign issk wen a sioct. Hsabri vahe ivdhaae fun lot eebn a ngkissi i. Od nto i rosewir are sihtng adn heset leki uirupsst nriugfgi in jbo do ghu i uot ont mtoemn i aasttle od litls my gietsbg mi atwn ym da ncmaiort etnh at hte hwy wokr ffisoc,e ot. Ist irght ti ohwtr to noiklgo of nokw me do i euailabvanl nad avcsre ton ltsli utb tuabo dponrigne yuo tno mne ptar **** im ta idheaav ouy ygnirc twah. My lla si si ,nief but vesenr leif mite steg teh no mtreho cush. Bey kay. I dan laslh lyk nfu veah.

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