A letter from July 30th, 2020

Time Travelled — almost 3 years

Peaceful right?

Dear FutureMe, How you doin!? well,the present me is all messy,unwanted and irritated I`m 16 and a month old now. You know how hard teen years can be , I hope you are okay cause right now Im not .Everyone is all judgy about all my decisions including my school and the course Im in.they made me doubt myself just cause i took commerce.ah!screw them. My friends too arent even trying to help me cope up with my lonliness.They are adding to the misery.My whole life is now a big WTF? Anyway if you are reading this STAY STRONG LOVE. Do not give up easily cause that is what I often do and I regret it a lot. I hope you are surrounded by positive people who might as well give you the importance you give to them;if not its ok .You dont always get what you want and in my case I never get what I want [Im hell of a Pessimist]. As per my plan you should now be in abroad studying Law and also have your own dancing blog [II think of me as becoming an incredible dancer] .I hope you are on the right path. You possibly remember your breakup with your bestfriend like that **** hurts like hell more than my love breakup.well I think about her every now and then.I know Im stupid.who`s your BFF now? lemme take a guess.A boy who wears glass and is the most handsome around.Hope Im right.[these are defo not my preferences ,its a wild guess I promise.] For the brighter side of life,Im still alive battling through a Pandemic. I will give my best to stay the same so that you can read this and idk get a motivation about how life is always a huge disaster and its not your fault . Let me give you some advice.Stay away from stupidity.Friends arent always there for you[sooner you realize the better ].Also not everyone you think is your friend.Dont let people take you for granted.LOVE YOURSELF.Things are gonna get better,believe me the thing you are worrying about right now and crying about it every night isnt even going to stay in your memories the after two years.You might even laugh about how silly you were.Time heals everything,EVERYTHING.Focus on your skin health ,Dont make me look older than I actually am.Lastly when you feel low, have some coffee and watch FRIENDS or Brooklyn 99.I bet youll laugh your heart out forgetting all the ****** things happening then.When nothing goes well in life,take a nap. CURRENTLY MY FAVORITE SONG IS EASTSIDE BY HALSLEY AND NIGHT CHANGES BY ONE DIECTION[HAVE YOU BOUGHT A TICKET FOR THE CONCERT YET?] Hope mom is happy and in great health.Keep her happy ,she is really counting on you.Dont let her down.Serve her right after all the sacrifices she has done for the sake of you JUST YOU and no one else. LOADS OF LOVE ,STAY SAFE AND STRONG.THE WAIT IS WORTH IT. LOVINGLY YOURS LAKSHMI

Epilogue

almost 3 years later

hii my very pessimistic self Lakshmi Aradhana

I am doing wonders after 6 years, I did get into an amazing college and the one you always wanted ya NLSIU Bengaluru....

Ginrehveyt ylrela da aobut ly'olu naghecd ienoicsd lfie to setnil that da retosis ym euamds to all eno eb. Dan nuadro in ckyul seiw temi me was hvea aevh adn swoomeh i i i trgih igthr hte zgnamai pleepo very drsnfie lecap nbee. Kaalvima i eotrh ot ewloh ithng oth pespodt asw lkgatni adn a ti hcae. Ilek tagsniy yuo ngostr i oges ma lltsi lfei adis on. In orduan tiginrw hcinnea you i fo wto eaucs poreid adn gp dyas edsipkp ma a ysad rifaegl romf be estnphniri to rvey i. Si atke me ot odg erst and wsnat od shti hatw ate cechloaot. Vedlo i ,uchm ho ouy tow hsi ofr aerys so rkishswe wnod a ahd to atc stla mhi. Ophe me smsi i so isfdn mhi sllti iagna cmhu, i eh. Reh l'udonwt ti hrotme we heter sthea ainga imabs ekli own lla stfa ysgtain errcyh so tsih thoemr hte humc os we wree lveo htme so bte pheandpe ywa iaflmy i aer it?tgh tbu nteh cfta wthi nad tsrsie fo ad kacb sedi nuf adn it no. Liske sodg and ueasc met ew rbohetr erchry asmib ttsha owh. Tmshno oga dsspae ibmas tow neeb yawa tsnah' graet. Nceuob meet etarf os oh is tgo oepatder sdtipu im' uiqck tshllgiy ckba r'teshe ealr jideunr eh h'lel hist clal so agonn new a hiutsn eh dan upp si eh byab, typret fnu him rnntphsiei og mih i my. Lal for nem 'etehsr sedo iupsdt on eonmw nrdoua ubt out, avhe nem ese iths aer esyurfol, keil etkaawya i ,geso mrof iefl gesus i kiel uoy uoy to gyetevnhir el,fi ad eth teh rae nxeitopec orf ilve tr,hsa vahe reehw nlyo owrk. Or npaoinom,cs nwat woh is ergat hrtie mfa lal gn ot ieuonqst asslge?s **** avhe i ehrtei be friedn yaok my womne isahtpetr ugy im ealm tsbe uory htiw to ouy ifrsnde wesarn so ilke onn rea. Lmea i *** nlarom od woh ifrdesn are have nda. Im tenx owh xeietcd eruemirtnct rfo to ttelre oals srtun ascder tehsr'e wnok look uot, llt'i it yoru so out ees resu th,nmo and at ll'i l'il nad rkow agnia. Ilyttasnn to itecrup i ievg kool largre not nad eht at pu fohullyep vhea the cager. I vahe amr da rtcneoc dan ploabyrb otn ew ifartove rn yb i ot si ad go itekct sngo i thsi liwl 2200 afm isr tocrcen and hwo no lathndekaa ybu innuero d1 toht ueulgt a bmrr v tub ym uldow fro in gnos did no a nfu. Eht 4 fof ((: nad imla hemt eod'd ayolbcn rae dide stju fo napey etreh ish onw holte. W obkre ??is?ht ,man gigi lkie a ashed i enrve zayn ffo iam a dah oyu kdeli waht nsroeas you a is cipk fari now ryuo tuges)grl (dha thtas ylerla so keeps ilek ugdharte at l?yss?te chwih cnaysusreen ryarh aerfth osal grinwoht htat utb hse'. Rchpea da *e-**r tsslye socdi sih imsuc lal skis ewn e'hs bualm ersealed llits tmi,e a ecrae,r cnlcysoaliao tecnylre vole wiht i and toegnt oicts king remo hyarr. Have sigknis lot nebe ufn a aehdavi i aihrsb. Want es,fifoc i why i dan mentmo od eht od ad ltisl to rea ton i ni rkwo uot ltetsaa wsieror guh psuirust ton bjo mi at ym my tsehe etisgbg kile do ifugnrig hent ngsiht icmantor. Ilstl uyo tis rhtig thwa vbeluaiaanl btoua uyo ont kognoli mi orwth wnok tno iennrpgdo btu of dna ahidvea ta ti part saevrc i em to od **** mne yngcir. But no leif teim my eth hemrto etgs hcus f,nei lla is si vsneer. Yka ybe. Fun i lsahl kly have adn.

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