A letter from July 30th, 2020

So hi, 22years old while writing this 2020 Lockdown 5th month is running. I am here at the terrace, was reading a book 'Gestapo' on baba's recommendation. Headache is going on yes life sucks. Vabna di's bihe is in a month and some discussions were going at home. Then I realized I used to be excited about getting married and everything but now I don't wanna get married and everytime I think of my marriage it makes me so anxious. You know the reason why you don't wanna get married girl because of this trust issues and not being enough kind of insecurities. I hope you coped with it at some part of your life and I hope you are happily married and happy now. And yes hopefully you're alive after this pandemic and reading this texts. So basically not doing much these days. But yes again getting back to js from tomorrow. I hope this works out for you. And today I was checking dorms tours on US. Dorms are small but I really want to go to the states to do PHD. So I hope you're a graduate by now. All DR. ER. Mrs. maybe? And most importantly happy. I am still so confused about getting braces. I know I need to get one but because of this lockdown everything is delayed. And that gives me less chance to US. I hope your teeth are fine and your headaches problems too. I was trying to screen detox today but haha I guess it was not as good as I wanted it to be. So it's 7:20pm already I need to do aarati and walk for a bit. See you in another texts. Love You