A letter from July 30th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Dear FutureMe, hey how many more times did u try to **** ur self lol💀 um but r u and rody still together? im so sorry if ur not ik its my fault and im truly sorry ik how much u loved him🥺 but if u r how is itttt🥺🥺 and how many times did yall fight lmaooo and what abt that other u been 👌🏽👈🏽 what ever happened to that cuz ik **** well yall not doin that no more also did u get the house we set our soul on? probly not u not the main character😒😒 ooo and did u get the clothes and stuff u wanted and and r u any good at skateboarding? Also has kenya improved? ok enough questions i honestly hope ur doing better bc last night and this morning i tried to overdose it didn’t work tho and im late on period and i have a dark red hickey on the from of my neck and aaron hmu and im talking to this boy named benji i met on yubo hesss perfect. omg hows corona????? remember when grandma had to get tested and u were dead abt to **** ur self? omg and i hope u got some type of medication bc baby u r mentally ill✨✨✨✨but yea um ig thats all i have to say i hope ur doing ok bc 5 years from now ill be out of high school omg wtf r u doing did u go to college?🤢 ******* weirdo better not have wasted my time and money on that😡😡😡 if not r u homeless??💀 ur dumb u probly r spend all ur money on drugs but i cant blame u OH DO U STILL DO DRUGS BC I LIKE DRUGS DRUGS R COOL! ok im sleepy goodnight i love you even tho u probly hate my ******* guts bc i probly made ur life a living hell✨ im so sorry also i love tik tok ots a community AND OMG WHAT ABT TRUMP WAS HE PRESIDENT AGAIN AND IS IT STILL ACAB if it is ima be helllaaa disappointed also especially if the kkk still isn’t banned im sorry if u lived a hard life tho ik how u feel and yea ok goodnight fr love u even tho ur a ugly *****❤️