A letter from July 30th, 2020

Hi,how's your life? For me life have been miserable for quite sometime now. I don't know where to go, I need someone to talk to, but no one will listen to me so, I figured that I need to get through this alone so I chose to write to you, hope that you'll read this to the end. Have you gotten over her, the one we loved or you've found someone else who could understand you who could love you for who you are. If you haven't gotten over her I hope that you'll at least have the courage to tell her that you've love her since the first time you've met tell her that we are a coward and say that we are sorry you know what we're sorry for, do it for my sake. If you're still alone just know that we'll get through this together. If you have found your love make sure to love her with everything you've got, make sure that to love her, make sure to talk to her, well I hope that she can accept your overly jealous self. For the next part I want you to show this to your loved one Hi! How are you? Thank you for loving him and keeping up with him, if you have any problem with him make sure to talk to him, I'll make sure to make him listen to you and if you've ever want to cheat with someone else at least broke up with him then go love your loved one but, don't cheat on him, I'm sure that he will understand that you have loved someone else and I promise he won't be mad. Thank you for reading this and I want you to give him the phone again I want you to help me again, if you can't find the courage to tell her, send this part to her. Hi Sher how are you? By the time you got this maybe it's already too late or that you already forgotten about me so if you don't know what I'm talking about just pass this as something unimportant I(past) always loved you since the first time I met you and always loved you for 7~8 years now, you've always on my mind and all those other girl that I said I love is just an attempt to run away from the thought that you don't love me or make you feel jealous and Everytime I see you my heart ache remembering if things might be different if I have the courage to tell you that I loved you not as a friend but as a lover, I want to be with you I want to hold your hand I want to talk to you but the day that I found out that you have someone you loved(the day that you cried) I felt like the world crumble and my mind become jumbled and I can't think straight, and because of that I can only tell you that it's okay to like another person again and again, after that the feeling that comes is jealousy, a deep dark sadness and depression and sometimes I think about that day and speculate about what will happen if I tell you I've loved you before that. I want you to know that I love you even if I don't have the chance to be the one for you, thank you for becoming an unforgettable part of my story, and I'm sorry if you ever hope that I let you down and I hope that you talk to him whenever you feel down or even if you just want someone to talk to. And for the last time thank you. Sincerely the one who love you 30-06-2020 Thank you for showing that to her and I want you to talk to her whenever she want to talk to you ok? Remember to love the one you choose too ok? That's all for now goodbye Sincerely me 30-06-2020