A letter from July 25th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hey this is past You, I'm 12 And i just wanted to say that i want to change but at the time i can't. i feel like a empty bottle. I've never felt emotional pain, and i want to one day. I want to be able to cry at a funereal, get mad when people say something i disagree with, and i want to know what it like to love someone, than get that love torn from me. Please whatever you do, let me feel in the future. I love my friends but if i think of them dying, i don't get sad, mad, nor guilty. Just let me feel... And if you can't write another. Love Past You