A letter from July 25th, 2020

Dear FutureMe, Hey gorgeous girl, your 18!! How exciting I’m sitting here now in a camper at apple valley with keyarrah McCurry my absolutely best friend. I have some questions that I hope can be answered. Who’s your bsf? Have you moved out yet? Where did you chose to go to collage? What do you want to major in? How is Wyatt and chase? How is mom and dad? Do you have a bf? Are you happy? How many insta followers do you have? Do you still make tiktoks? If so are you tiktok famous? Who are some of your closest friends? Anything exciting happen over the last 5 years? How did your quote account on tiktok end up? If you no longer do tiktok you should download it rn and here are my usernames check them out. @amiya_harper @sad.thoughts239 @amiyas.tiktok.spam Do you still have milo? How’s things with mom, has it gotten any easier?are you friends with jack paradis? Did you guys date again? Is corona still a worry? Did you end up cheering for all stars again? Do you still cheer, tumble and play lacrosse? If not what sports do you play now? Are you self confident? Do you have a good group of friends? Did mom and dad ever figure things out with Sophia guindon? Did you and dad go skydiving yet? How are Mimi and papa? How’s Kinley doing? And how is the rest of the family? Have you gone through any really hard breakups or news? Did you dad build an aromas? What is your high school job? Do you talk to Igor anymore? Did you guys meet? Do you still go camping with keyarrah and grandpa and grandma? How are they doing? Have you gotten any more pets besides milo? Have your brothers had a gf yet? Have you found the one yet? How’s the pool? Did you get air force 1s for Christmas of 2021? What’s been your favorite memory so far? What type of car do you have? Are you a good driver? Have you lost your virginity? What age did you lose it? Do you have a blanket you can’t sleep without? How is Connor doing? What other piercings have you gotten? What piercing do you still want? Has there been another outbreak? Did actually lose to virginity to Igor if not who? Are you a teen mom? Have you died your hair any other colors? How are people in Biddeford? Have you gotten any closer with them? Did you learn from your mistake? How was your first party? Who and when and what grade was your first kiss? How did it go? Have you traveled? How are your relatives in Florida do you see them a lot? How is your dads side of the family? Are high school relationships as exciting as you thought they were going to be? I’m 13 rn and I’m struggling a lot with body confidence with boys with friends and with everything I went down a really scary road I didn’t want to be here anymore. It’s gotten better I’m still confused abt some stuff but honestly I think I’m figuring it out. I’m learning how to be happy again and I hope you are happy just know to keep pushing because I’d be sad if you gave up I love you. People love you. You matter pls know that. Things do get hard yes but it goes get better hang in there I love you❤️