A letter from July 22nd, 2020

Dear FutureMe, First of all.. happy birthday ,, guess ur 23 huh? today is 22nd of July, you're 17 years old and u just graduated highschool and ur shopping for collage lol ;) . Tomorrow is the day that u waited since the first day of high school, you're gonna know if you got into college or not. how've you been? idk about now but life was hard on u these past few years not cause of any events but you were struggling with finding urself and discover who u really are. I remember that,, Even tho U choose to be happy you tried to be happy and u were always searching for what would make u happy ( loved that bout u ) and I appreciate every little thing u did for me. U took care of me u put me first and u never tried to hurt anyone and im proud of that. Life can be hard and Impossible sometimes and u could overthink about little stuff that meant the world to you back then. I just want u to know one little thing that I believed in as a teenager.. TIME HEALS EVERYTHING no matter what you've been through don't forget to live don't forget that life is worthy that ur smile means the whole world to me U are different and u will always be.. keep it up, take care of yourself and remember that life worth living and if u still have the people u love around u Just be thankful that they were there for a whole ******* 5 years, be Dreamy and Don't u ever give up cause you've been a lot and u got over all of these things . u dreamt about being successful don't u ever forget that. achieve things and get rich and seccesful U dreamt about that don't give up on ur future and MAKE IT HAPPEN. U are my best friend, u didn't believe in friendship back then right? don't know about now I just hope that u find what "ur looking for" . love doesn't matter and u sure learn that when u were young, don't let anyone's In, people are toxic don't fall in love cause u could easily get hurt. just focus On yourself and the right person will be there at the right time I REALLY HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY AND U REALLY FIND WHAT YOU'RE LOOKING FOR CAUSE YOU'VE BEEN SEARCHING FOR STUFF UR WHOLE LIFE, JUST WANT U TO BE SATISFIED ps; sorry if it was full of negativity Im not on a good mood right now huh.. THIS IS JUST A REMINDER THAT ITS NEVER LATE TO LIVE NEVER LATE TO FEEL HAPPY. CAUSE LIFE GOES ON LY <3